I deserve a break..life is not just about work..and i say goodbye to all my sorrows

Hi peeps,

dah lunch? me belum lagi but later just cook simple spaghetti carbonara jerlah as just campak2x.. just left a few days for new year of 2012 kan.. so goodbye 2011... as for the year 2012 i pray and wish that we are just like a birds so let us leave all behind what we don't need to carry forward grudges, sadness, pain, fear and regrets...as i'm trying to trying harder to move on ... i'm moving on.. and hope that for the year 2012 will bring me happiness, joy, love, good health, wealth.. and foremost be bless by allah always... aminnn...

thank you allah as i'm still alive still can breath in breath out.. hmm sometimes i wonder if from experiencing so much of things in my life and leaving people who became dear to me huh.. and if i will always be wishing in the back of my mind that i was somewhere else or with someone else or i'm the new person..like right now i want to say..i say goodbye to all my sorrows.. ain't it wonderful to be where i've always wanted to be.. take me to new places but don't make leave this place ..introduce me to new people but don't make me say goodbye.. it's not me bermadah ke apa ker just ntah..but at the same time wherever the place i am , there is something in me that asks and years for something new, or a returning to what i once had that i have no longer, like the song huh.. if i could only get to that place that i've always wanted to be but where???? then i'll be free, and who knows truly happy and satisfied but...once i get to that place i've always wanted to be, then what???? hmm i wonder is such a place even EXISTS!!!!!!!

It's already December and we will be ringin the New Year in about  3 days..

And as of today..my gateway to Langkawi it's a friendship trip with Ain n fiza

if 3 weeks ago mmg excited but this few days 

feel like ntah tk happy.. n just recover from my sickness n demam

shouldn't feel that way kan 

pity my friend as they are so excited for this trip and want me to be happy as they are..

my sis eza and sis lia tk berapa encourage me to go due to my health..but adik dah getting better.

tq dear..

as for sis ani if i'm fit enough to go the just go leave all behind

just enjoy myself.. as she said that i deserve to be happy and have a break..

why this sort of feeling haunting me
all my things dah pack

as for this trip we're taking a bus..then ferry and rent a car

fuhh dah lama berzaman tk naik bas..

last minute plan kan.. if naik train perjalanan terlalu jauh then takut penat

so adventure la kali nie naik bus..

hope laut kuala perlis ombak tak kuat sgt just ombak rindu jer :p

next trip klu gi lagi naik flight la senang kot.. but see how if this trip cam ok boleh jer..

as we all bujang semua..

so this time i dun feel like bring my princess lappy .. so duduk baik kt umah k 

mati kutu la tkder laptop but aktiviti penuh kan.. 

but benda wajib my pen, note book and of course my book

akan dibawa...

so out of this 4 books ..i've decided hmm this one i remember you..

so this book akan temaning me in langkawi..and this will be my 3rd to langkawi..

langkawi here i come...:)

hope 3 of us selamat pergi selamat pulang..aminnnn

XOXO

malam kau bawalah sepiku, dukaku, tangisku, rinduku,

siang kau bawalah sinar untukku, bahagia untukku, 

dan 

hujan kau bawalah air mataku

yang mengalir membasuh duka lukaku..

pergi jauh-jauh....

hope it's all rumours huh my all time fav jon bon jovi never say goodbye

'Heaven looks a lot like New Jersey:' Jon Bon Jovi's living on more than a prayer as he laughs off death rumours on Twitter 

By LAURA SCHREFFLER

Last updated at 9:39 AM on 20th December 2011

Although rumours swirled today that he had met his untimely end, Jon Bon Jovi wants his fans to know that he's alive and very well. 

The 49-year-old Livin' On A Prayer tweeted a humorous photograph today in response to Internet rumours suggesting he had died. 

In the picture, Jon is standing in front of a Christmas tree wearing one of his standard black muscle T-shirts.

Heaven looks a lot like New Jersey: Jon Bon Jovi tweets that he's alive and well after death rumours cropped up today

He wears a huge grin on his face as he holds up a sign reading: 'Heaven looks a lot like New Jersey - jbj.' 

 

One of his handlers announced the happy news via Jon's own personal Twitter account mere hours ago. 

'Rest assured that Jon is fine! This photo was just taken', the Bon Jovi personnel stated.

He's alive! The 49-year-old singer announced he was still rocking via his Twitter page

Indeed, Jon's sign is emblazoned with the date and a time stamp: December 19 at six in the evening. 

If the sign isn't sufficient enough evidence, his rep also confirms to TMZ.com that he's still rocking. 

One report claimed he went into cardiac arrest at the Empress Hotel in his his home state of New Jersey and died later in the evening. 

Movie star: The Livin' On A Prayer singer stars alongside Katherine Heigl in New Year's Eve

The information did not come from a reliable source, however, but a random WordPress blog. 

Jon can also be seen this holiday season in the romantic comedy New Year's Eve. 

He plays a musician (go figure) named Jensen in Garry Marshall's follow-up to 2010's Valentine's Day. 

The death report: A random blog claimed Bon Jovi went into cardiac arrest today

In the film, he must sort out his feelings for ex-girlfriend Laura (Katherine Heigl) before the ball drops in New York City's Times Square. 

Despite its A-list cast members, who also include Robert DeNiro, Lea Michele, Ashton Kutcher and Michelle Pfeiffer, the movie failed to perform at the box office. 

It raked in only $13.7 million during its opening weekend despite its $56 million price tag.

huh.. when i step in to my house.. my hsmate ckp jon bon jovi pronounce dead i was like "What..say it again.." from her bbm there's a news..about his dead.. i was kinda shock..."  OMG.. he was one of my all time fav singer... since i was small.. masa dulu with his husky voice rasa dia cam rocker sexy n handsome although now dia dah 49 but still macho and dgn guitarist richie sambora perghhh .. sedey giler.. then i was like ok i will surf sendiri la to search for the info... hmm hope he's still alive... one of his best song that i keep hitting repeat again and again... of course Never Say Goodbye.. mmg touching la lagu nie..."we dance so closed we danced so slow and i'd swore that i'll never let you go together forever...never say goodbye..." the lyrics and melody... awesome...

k lah got to go as my housemate (afzan) nk pinjam my dress and belt for a date haha..

jgn lupa layan this song... together forever...

XOXO..

 

Life is like a circle.. it's a karma... dan roda pun berputar..

Boss2x ada meeting..for the whole day.. my my work adalah tk sebusy dulu dah leh breath in breath out...but my leave dah approve yeayyyy finnaly... cuti panjang.. long break hmm mana nk pergi apa nak buat hehe biarlah rahsia ada benda nk settle .. just for tarikh 29 mlm till 1st Jan me. ain and fiza leaving to friendship trip to Langkawi Island... yippieyeay.. all gurls thing ya... new year disana hope the coming year 2012 will be the best year ahead ever for us.. will all the joy, happiness, love, good health , wealth, blessing by allah always.. all the good thing la.. tiada gangguan dari sesiapa pun as we wanna enjoy ourself kt sana.. actually plan benda lain tp trip boys n girls ..then some ada hal some tk boleh time so we decided just 3 of us .. proceed jerlah although last minute plan to langkawi.. haha and to our buddies (ery, apit, nizam, baqi, lannz, ct) we all gi dulu ekk next trip la kita plan balik.. korang enjoy uols punya cuti ngan hal2x korang.. hmm tk bgtu my family lg ooopss k nanti la later.. dah besar panjang niepun every single step kena report duty tau kt my sis n bro huhu tk  best kan..cuma yg tau knie jer .. in fact dia ckp enjoy yr break n have fun jgn pikir apapun.. semua tinggal kt tepi jeti jer haha insyallah i will.. as this will be my third time gi sana..  but still miss nk ke perhentian sgt best but definitely sure sunburn la my skin sbb kulit saya amatlah sensitif teramat and mudah la gelap and take ages nk back to my natural skin colour... haha.. 

Hmm since yesterday kan my boss cam tk senang duduk haha itulah marah n fedup ngan dia tk abis since last week ... dia try to buat lawak la try to tegur me i just buat dekkk jer... selamba kan.. but still buat his work pun.. just malas layan n ckp with him.. nantilah dah cool nanti.. huh can see la muka dia tk selesa as with other boss i ok leh gelak2x ... dgn dia buat tak tau.. action speak louder than words hehe

but tadi as usual if boss Datuk nie masuk normal rutin kena mengadap 

as kena brief him itu ini.. 

so he insist me to be part of the team for strategic planning meeting this 22nd at shangri la..

malasnya.. byk benda nk buat kt off nie..

mood pun dah cuti mood hehe..i tak pegi pun tkper kan Datuk.. 

as me and ain ada benda lain nk buat :p

Hmm roda berputar kan now semua dtg to me fren ker apa ker.. sekejap kita diatas sekejap kita dibawah...

hmm semua like tetiba nk concern on me tetiba nk buddy2 ngan aku ... 

why korang ada masalah korang baru sedar aku wujud ker... to some ppl tak yah la nk buat camtu tetiba nk hang out la nk itu la inilah.. korang ingat aku nie biro pengaduan ker .. so i just buat biasa jer .. cari balik saya kan... hmm karma la tuh..  tak boleh blah one of them leh plak kuar statement "no one like you.. ko nie ko tu.. kawan sampai akhir hayat berbagai la ayat2 ..." udah2lah tuh ... tk makan dek pujian or apa2 yg korang buat.. maaf boleh la kot takes time but forget susah kot... tk perlu nk jealous sana sini dgn siapa aku hang out dgn siapa aku close tuhh.. pastu tk yah nak tetibe try to be nice to me jadi la diri korang balik k tk yah fake sgt..  aku nk gi cuti ker nak apa ker suka hatilah..

 it's my money my trip tk perlu nk jaja sana sini la sana sini.. susah kan manusia nie..  

bila phd merata2x.. nk baik dgn siapapun suka hatilah..

but boleh ker aku jadi selfish benda plg susah aku nk buat

ok misz wanies just think about yrself forget about other "sigh"

smlm date with my beloved nephew amie.. wow he bought a new car.. ok lah tuh..

so just two of us.. chatt this and that dah nearly 2 months tk jumpa ..

tak abis2 la si amie nie nk menyakat maktam anibella dia

miss him

so nanti plan to gi vacation plak ngan dia.. 

amie la arrange aunty follow jer.. 

ngeeee..

isyh masuk pulak boss yg sorang nie.. k lah gtg.. see ya..

XOXO

MY LAZY SUNDAY...zzzzzzzzz

Hi it's a beautiful sunday .

.so finish all my housework..laundry...ampai kain, angkat kain, lipat kain, kemas bilik, kemas depan, kemas dapur... just cook simple lunch sup ayam sayur ala siam, kerabu ikan bilis and telur dadar.. and homemade lemonade..so just me and my housemate (afzan) jer mkn ..hmm malas seyh nk kuar .. yesterday pun my fren ajak and pujuk me keluar.. my answer malas not in mood haha lgpun i nak rest puas2 home sweet home.. sorry korang next time jerlah..gonna finish my book..then hmm finish my writing sementara idea dok ada nie..

lyn citer korea , astro... haha menari exercise la tuh...i love to dance... nak nak pulak catchy song.. and yg penting leh bertafakur di tikar sejadah tanpa gangguan..

what's next?? beddozinnn time hehe.. i love weekend... home sweet home..

as today I don't feel like doing anything I just wanna lay in my bed, 

don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone.

 'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything nothing at all..

and nobody's gonna tell me I can't...

^__^

k la just wanna wish uols happy sunday.. hope u a have a great weekender with your loved ones ya..

XOXO

Misz Waniez in lazy modeeeeeeeeeee 

hmm hoping that my long leave akan diapprove.. as i need a break long break...

my leave still pending and awaiting for the result.. 

just left a few days jer for a new year..

so ptg beauty time lulur, spa homemade tau..

craving for carrot juice jap lagi la buat.. huh malas tahap gaban..

now beddozzin time....jommmm

Whatla?????

hmm... mula entry dah mengeluh kecil kan.. bukan apa..just pelik and tk faham perangai certain orang kt muka bumi nie.. perasan rasa bagus... hmm bila cakap tk fikir perasaan orang sekeliling.. cakap sembereno jer (sebarang la tu.. sajer reka ayat .. tk yah cari dlm kamus sbb kamus misz waniez jer adoooo hehe) orang lain pun ada hati dan perasaan.. cam kes petang tadi.. agak2 lah .. boss tk boss.. bila aku give my point of view pangkah dia jer betul... dengarla dulu.. prerogative as a boss la sangat arghhh crap.... like you all follow the rules... tk jugak kan..then simply rasa if org bawah tk ikut arahan buang jer.. tgk la arahan camner ... driver ker office boy ker diorang pun human being.. diorang pun ada life.. siapa nk bela hak diorang .. hak org lain dok sebok bela sana sini.. org dlm apa kes??? hah do you think i wanna argue with you lagi ahh mimpilah malas malas malas.. so padan la muka bila aku bolayan... fedup and bengang thats me aku akan diam and i know knap and ain dah perasan... so lepas tu apa rasa you.. rasa vanilla ker rasa strawberry ker.. rasa sakit hati kan... and guilty conscious shows sgt kan... pastu pandai plak kata gurau jer.. bersalah kan.. dah la bila i give my point pangkah.. i know what i'm talking ok... not like you bla bla bla .. fakta kemana hala... dahlah kt off ada manusia yg manipulate abis fakta.. memangla syaitan nirrojimmmmm hmm ada masa kita akur tp everyone every human being ada pride... uols setujukan... bukan boneka ... and for some of my colleagues yg tiada peluang bersuara or takut untuk cakap macammana  mana rights diorang?? bila sesuatu benda tak betul tk benar depan mata dan diperkatakan boleh ker nk duduk diam... just fikir satu jer sebelum berada diatas... anda pernah berada dibawah.. dan ingat sesuatu kerja takkan berjalan jika tiada orang2 bawah anda yang melancarkan perjalananan itu... semua saling kait mengait.. jangan terlalu gah atau angkuh... rasa hebat sangat... even kakak cleaner indon kt off pun ada perasaan ...so appreciate la org org seperti itu... apapun status anda sekarang... bila kita mati ... kain kapan warna putih kan.. bukan warna perak ker emas ker.. polkadot ker.. semua akan mengadap tuhan.. semua akan bersemadi di liang lahat ukuran yang sama... sempatker nk mohon maaf..

and one more thing please la be professional if dah email off tk yah nk hantar to all division

segala benda personal, maki hamun ker .. whatsoever 

grow up.. korang bukan budak2

bila baca email keluar benda2 nie 

fine nothing to do with me and others but korang email to everybody

pleasela org lain nk buat keje.. bukan nk tgk email carca marba..hmm

renung2kanlah.. 

Xoxo

what a day???

misz waniez

It's a tiring day but wanna spend my sunday with beloved family

Howdy yo peeps..

It's the quarter after 12... I'm still awake... sbb rasa tak best klu tk memblogging nie..tadi spent time with my dearest sis lia dtg for check up kt putrajaya esok my sis eza bawa... My sis Lia mmg kena go thoroughly check up after every month since last year lepas kena remove her breast tumor.. as she's suffering of breast cancer... pity her but i know my sis kuat.. although sometimes i know deep down inside she cry.. so after all the kimotheraphy and radiotheraphy kenalah go thorough check up sbb worry that the cell akan tumbuh blk.. nauzubillah... so then lepaking with my sis in law merangkap my best friend....(thank you for everything knie) and my 2 nieces.. firaz n aina... then rasa happy finnaly yeh (nama gelaran for firaz) has changed a lot.. alhamdulilah.. aunty proud of  you sayang.. nampak dia dah matured sikit .. yeh pastikan kotakan janji yeh k.. aunty love you so much.. future yeh masih jauh.. and yeh boleh corakkan and tentukan masa depan ... aunty tau yeh boleh berubah lebih baik... past is past.. and aunty tau mama yeh sentiasa doakan yg terbaik for anak2 dia..oklah mata dah mengantuk nie.. time for beddozzin.... actually wanna share with you all about yesterday event ( keje tau semalam & sgtlah penat) 

but i guess tomorrow la kot or later sbb cam penat jer 

see ya.. hmm last but not least.. 

Dear Incek Zombie,

Naper sepi tanpa berita as i've try to call yr off n hp there's no answer.. after the conversation last week hmm did i did anything wrong? hmm i did say ok before hang up after you said that you will call me later when u ask about the interview i email to your regarding that hmm did you check your gmail??...(huh that time my 2 bosses in front of me..hmm kaco jer n my ex-boss was there too...nice meeting you tan sri simon..) sideline lagi ker..

 i know you're in that situation but mengapa sepi tanpa berita? 

hope you're doing well.. 

btwn this is my blog i can write or express anything that i want...u jgn risau k.. malas nk pikir org nk ckp apa as 

I am what I am what I say 

and 

what I feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.. 

betul tk Incek Zombie???

 If org lain nk baca apa saya tulis bacalah nk fikir apa fikirlah.. 

like do i care ???

So if you happen to read this.. call me ok.. just worry about you 

hope you're doing fine.. as lama tk jumpa

tk mo stress2x ok Chill ok.and miss you..

...take care...

XOXO

Misz Waniez

*huhu jealous ok sbb selangor cuti and my hsmate pun cuti.. but saya kena gi keje uwaaaaa"

malas nyer nk keje tomorrow...:((

Oh My Pradaaaaaaaaa camner leh lupa nie...

Morninkkkk peeps.. 

Before i start my work hmm today ada commission mtg laterla breakfast... sorry pei can't join you for breakfast today nmpk muka u memujuk i for breakfast masa kt lift tadi tk boleh sbb nanti all my bosses sampai n mtg jap lagi diorg akan cari PA dia... then one of my boss the minutes of meeting still dgn i... and ada benda kena discuss with Datuk... huh byk benda and yg plg penting keterlupaan ku membawa pulang keje... paper for Mr. D....gulp oh my gucci ...although event tu this thursday but still kena buat betul2 n dah la byk terms2 on act itu ini law terms so tk boleh pakai redah buat jer... k so nak buat la nie... no wonder la masa kt umah semalam keep wondering apa benda yg aku lupa nie...

Ok so tadi on my way to off jumpa lagi pakcik istimewa tu (he's blind) dapatlah sembang ngan dia kali ni pity him now kena naik 2 trains ulang alik dengan condition dia camnie.. kesian dia ckp "susah pakcik nak ulang alik tambah bila nak lintas jalan" hmm kesian kt pakcik nie.. dah tu mmg mencabar kesabaran aku bila ada manusia yg sgt kurang ajar.. perempuan pulak tuh.. alih2 kitaorg dekat eskalator kt masjid jamek stat.. ada one lady yg so rude no manners betul.. boleh cam membebel kt pakcik tu konon pakcik tu blocking dia siap mulut dok isyh3x ... dah tu boleh plak ckp "pakcik halang halang jalan saya, dah lambat nie tepi sikit siap tolak that pakcik...." oho this is bloody too much and muka that pakcik tu mcm serba salah.. sah2 ko nampak pakcik tu pegang tongkat kan.. akai ada ka?? umur dah separuh abad kan ..so aku pun apalagi.. "excuse makcik, pakcik nie tak nampak.. makcik boleh cakap elok2 dan tak payah tolak dia..prihatin sikit boleh.. kalau kita kat tempat dia mcmmana?..(rasanya my voice tone tklah tinggi) .. but this makcik.. boleh plak ckp "awak nie sapa, jgn sibuk hal org"?  so amek kaw... "saya nie mmg tkder kena mengena dgn pakcik nie tapi kita sesama islam kan.. saya kenal pakcik nie jadi bukan saya nak masuk campur tapi saya rasa makcik nie agak melampau." ....pakcik tu siap cakap sudahlah nak.. so saya cakap mana boleh hak pakcik kan jangan biar orang buli pakcik sebab keadaan pakcik.. (human rights for all)  and one of the chinese lady.. pun masuk campur.. "u kena prihatin jangan jadi kurang ajar tak kira siapapun..." hah terkelat2 muka makcik tuh.. alih2x dia bengang siap bagi pandangan cam nk telan aku and that chinese lady tu jer.. sure dia rasa nak bagi penampar kat aku kan.. but i just done my part .. as human being susah sgt ker korang nk respect org .. ckp elok2 ngan org.. sorry la kebanyakan bangsa kita macam tu kan.. bila org ckp org melayu itu ini..marah so ubahla sikap anda ok...so barulah kena dgn slogan

  "BUDI BAHASA BUDAYA KITA"

XOXO

Ms Waniez

Oh no dun like bila dah start coughing nie .. tk mo tk mo ....

and I've got to go now as i need to finish my pending workkk..

see ya...

Maju Junction Eatery Blast ....

Hmm believe it or not... last friday me and frenz memakankan diri di noodle stat the place yg punca segalanya.. hoho nasib la tk letup masa we all lunch if not .. tiada lagi la diriku dan kengkawan di dunia yang fana ini huhu...and it affect most of all eatery places  (food court & fast food restaurant) and of course starbuckkkkkkkkkksss frust tull..so at the moment tkdelah my hot choco sob sob sob... and kenala mkn jauh sikit dari off.. hmm malas nyer dgn cuaca panas nak menapak di luar... The gas explosion at restaurant at the one of Maju Junction Restaurant centre is believed to have been due to shoddy maintenance... hmm see who's fault.? 

So ok i think it's still not to late for me to wish everyone salam maal hijrah... cuti korang gi mana???? me just lepaking and spent time with my kakak gee at seremban... activity kakak n adik.. n spt gi massage as my body aching everywhere and kena migraine alhamdulilah ok sikit tp tk sempat massage badan pun sempat kepala jer.... nanti la kena gi lagi as thaht makcik massage tk sakit langsung.. best sgt... my SIL kak ani pun ada sama.. and one question cepu emas my kakak tanya..."adik dgn siapa now how's kimmmie, as she knows the story of me and kimmie nie keza la nie citer isyh3x so i ckp me and kimmie dah ok.. hmm but dia tanya are you with someone ker everyday my sis kata dia doa adik dia nie buka hati kt org lain (gulp) ...she did ask me whether i still thinking of.. him... i just ckp tipulah kata tk ingat langsung and i ckp i'm moving on.. he's the one kot yg checking on me but malas nk pikir.. it's too late for everything my heart broke... 

insyallah time heal me and time will come and marriage is not benda main-main.. so apapun adik serah to allah...as dia tahu apa yg terbaik for me.. i tell her not to worry much on me .. 

I'm ok.. just malas nk fikir on all this... 

hmm right now worry on Incek Zombie.. how he's been doing ... 

And she pujuk me to find other job.. sbb kesian on me kena mcm2 but i kata i sayang my keje and it's not settle everything pun... in fact bukan tkder gi interview tpt lain oppps pecah sudah rahsia.. 

and dah dpt pun with good offer (hmm meaning laku lagi la i nie hehe test market babe) but i tolak... 

maybe still sayang my work kot  huhu human rights for all.. 

and also i know the time will come bila i feel like moving on to the new job plak kan.... those yg always concern and worry about me tq all insyalllah with all of your prayers i will survive mcm lagu gloria gaynor... and tetiba rasa nk nyanyi lagu rolling in the deep by adele "There's a fire starting in my heart..reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out of dark....Don't underestimate the things that i will do..." lalalala... and what a coincidence lagu itu berkumandang dari pc ku...and yesterday a day without my spec and my contact lense sbb.. lupa pakai left at home so careless...... so keblurrannn amat terasa hehe... 

XOXO

Daaaaaa

Di pagi jumaat..

Hi peeps..

Awal plak entry utk hari ini hmm you know why???

Because of

Hmm seawal pagi.. as i walk to my off.. in the MJ building normally at this moment tkder org and a bit quite but... hmm tk semena2x terlanggar someone... and kedengaran aduhhh... ok that i was holding gift fiza i think i terknock at someone huhu tak tau la which area... and that i receive msg from my sis and tgh baca msg and rasanya jalan situ agak luas ... so bila angkat muka first word from me... Oh sorry i tak sengaja... And what a bad day... i know this mamat and me and him mmg cam msg2 tk puas hati kot.. dah la nama cam my dad.. dia pulak siap cakap "Next time jalan tak yah la bermessage sgt dgn boyfriend you tgk depan sama yer" isyhh mamat nie.. then dgn selamba aku balas.. ok i'm sorry and was thinking nk blah jer dari situ.. malas nk layan.. pastu dia boleh pulak balas " Eh you macam tu saja.."  Oho this is too much apa lagi dia nak dun tell me nk melutut... by the way dia pun rasanya on the phone masa incident tu hah... nk salahkan org plak.. then i ckp " yes Mr abis tu you nak apa" ok for your information this mamat mmg sgt poyo ok use to work with him during our event ya allah dia punya poyo tuhan jer tau... muka jer handsome tapi attitude erkkkk no comment ok.. and rasanya dia tk puas hati kot sbb kebanyakan ladies yg nampak dia selalu cam gila bayang.. but not me ok.. perangai hampeh sikit mcm dialah org paling perfect kt dunia nie... ahh please... dah tu cam playboy plak ... in fact some of my colleague baik lelaki or pompuan pun ckp benda yg sama mamat nie poyo... pernah one time my last event 9th nov haritu one of budak off saya.... as i mintak tlg apit gi jumpa mamat tuh to check on the lighting and sound sbb that time i tgh prepare presentation of one of my speaker.. then after that apit datang... " akak sombong gila mamat tuh dia tak layan saya macam bagus" hmm panas jer aku masa tuh ok let me settle... so aku msk bilik AV dia and ckp "excuse me i think my colleague jumpa u tadi kan" belum abis ayat saya " oh sorry tadi i was on the phone tk perasan why u tk dtg jumpa i sendiri dgn senyum sinis kat saya" arghh this mamat nie apa masalah dia yer... "En. B.....n i was busy doing smtg tadi and i mintak org tlg deal dgn u by the way do you have prob with that ?? "Nope just why you tak deal sendiri".. ya allah apa kes dia nie.. huh... so itulah citernya dan adala beberapa incident yg tk menyenangkan and back to my previous story ... last2 msg2 pandang msg2 and just satu jer tk suka dia bg that kind of look arghhh,, and to my colleague yg cam rasa mamat tu handsome.. suka hati korang la but plse dun simply tag my name kt his pic ok... i don't like it...and sorry i have to remove my name from yr wall ... 

Secondly.. huh my boss yg sorang nie yg suka cari psl with me... rasanya his trip to Bali to everything dah i settle apa lagi dia tk faham in fact dah deal with sophie in london nak jugak tanya and find fault on me like i'm not doing my work at all plse ok ... check yr email everything i cc to you ok... stop harrased me boleh tk...

so annoyingggggggggg...and gelifyinnnnngg (haha word nie tkder dlm kamus sbb rekaan sendiri)

hmm oklah a bit relief lepas jot down everything kt sini ... lgpun today friday and i love friday..

rehat lama best3x.. lunch nie panjang la langkah kaki nie sbb bebudak nie dah mcm2 plan diorg

hmm apa nk beli for my akak gee punya belated bday sbb nk gi umah dia esk spending my time with my beloved sis and anak2 buahku yg so excited aunty nk datang.. mcm2 dah diorg plan..

can't waittt....

Xoxo

I love friday

yeay Harimau Muda Malaya vs Garuda .... Malaysia wonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

balik on time sbb bola haha off sunyi sepi ...serak abis suara aku dan housemate jerit punya pasal berbaloi babe... meriah seluruh apartment jeritan, sorakan... yg best bunga api, hon hon  wah wah wah.... pingat emas for malaysia.... Apek aka KFCM terbaek dah la korean look haishhhh ...kapten harimau malaya badrul terbaekkk asra first goalll...fandi othman.. go go go malaysia... so garuda muka tersangatlah kecewa haha...esp gunawan , bonai , ferdinand, otow.. mmg bengang giler... horrayyyyyyyyyyyyy yeayyyyyyy... proud of uols la... apek oh apek with big smile....

ketangkasan kecekapan tangkap bola ... 

i bet my frens and colleague pun tgh senyum smpi ke telinga.. 

bangga with our country so lupa kan football team dari luar dulu k...

at first first goal dari indon dah cuak but finnaly we won....

XOXO

syabas harimau muda malaya 

from 

misz waniez

It's weekend peeps..

Hi peeps..

How's yr weekend? Hope uols have a great weekender ya with loved onesssss.... As for me life must go on right  sedey still sedey tp sometimes kena jadi fake jugak kan.. ok back to my story.. smlm dah kuar seharian i'm having fun what.. so as for today just stay at home la pulak do my laundry, ampai kain, lipat kain, kemas umah, kemas bilik, kemas dapur, mop lantai, basuh bilik air, sapu sampah, buang sampah (huh penat jugakkkk) but itu mmg routine kan nk tk nk kena buat gak.. sanggup ker tgk all the mess kan.... and for lunch today...tadaaa saya masak nasi minyak, kari ayam berempah, brocolli with tauhu jepun (sayur cam tk ngam kan tp malas nk buat dalca seems dah ada kari.. and malas nk buat jelatah sbb aku tk berapa suka sama la bebudak umah nie..so end up with brocolli goreng with tauhu jepun) ...cooking with love kan.. sgt enjoy bila cooking cam release stress pun boleh as while cooking kita akan explore and try smtg new i mean as for nasi minyak some of the bahan tk cukup hmm nk turun beli kt mini market bawah haihhh malasnya nk turun bukan level rendah quite tggiiii...haha so saya pun improvise la to my own resepi heheh tadaaa jadi pun... sorry tk dpt snap pic tk sempat pun.. licin gak bebudak umah saya mkn ..hope they enjoy their lunch... nama pun weekend so let them rehat la as for me mmg la niat bangun lewat selalu tk tercapai huhu.. cepat jer masa terbuka....then nk tido blk susahlah.. but bagus gak bgn awal so i can settle a lot of thingss... in fact smpt do my readings.. blogging.. keje skt..facebookings,,(ramai betul nk add but sorry my fb sgt private.. yg tk boleh blah tu all my nephew nieces punya kwn2 sek nk add saya nk jadi kakak angkat la berbagai haha cukuplah anak2 buah ku yg dah ramai tuh.. diorang seems sgt adore kt saya la konon haha siapalah saya biasa2 jer... hehe..)  hmm tp time too short kan tk smpt do my craft planning nk buat cute toys to my anak buah n fren..

.. but i manage to do my hair spa hehe and beauty time... my lulur or in other words scrubbing la.. so smpt kan... 

k now to activity ptg ke mlm plak.. my hsmate afzan ada invitation birthday dinner party... so haha mintak my advise... kesian plak kt dia dan saya give idea la from head to toe... dia sgt surprise tgk on my makeup collection hehe saya jarang makeup pun sbb for me less is more but i love makeup kan org buat org cantik... then pinjamkan dia my dress and my heels (sorry kimmie i pinjamkan kasut u bg) so tadaa hasil my touch up.. cantik dah afzan and ready for partyyyyy... that heels quite tinggi so i cakap carefull nanti takut terpeleott plak.. so have fun babe... so later nk ion my baju plak...tomorrow keje byk benda nk settle nie before i went for my long leave..planning too ... so till then see ya...

Hanya allah yang lebih tahu

nothing much to say... just airmata berguguran juga... satu demi satu berlaku.. moga allah kuatkan diriku dalam perjalanan hidup ini... moga dipermudahkan urusanku .. moga diberi petunjuk kepadaku.. dimoga dilindungi diriku... yang pasti diri hati jiwa ku luka dilukai... sakit disakiti... dugaan demi dugaan.. aku redha ya allah cuma kupohon agar tabah kan hambamu ini kuatkan hambamu ini... mungkin ada hikmah disebalik segalanya.. hanya dirimu tpt ku mengadu.. 

btwn to ain, ct, fiza, pei, kak ani..knap.kgee, keza, klia, gee, natt, yanty , alin, rose,

dan nama2x lain yg begitu byk untuk disebut 

tq for always being there for me

 tq for all the love

tq for being my bff

 tq for being a good listener 

tq for being a sis and mom to me...

 i'll appreciate so much and love you all with all my heart...

XOXO

9.30 pm

18 NOV 2011

Kisah hari ini..

Hi peeps..

Hope uols enjoy reading my blog and enjoy listening to the music...dah tukar from sepi ke Tercipta Untukku by Pasha Ungu feat Rossa...(as I'm a big fan of Ungu band (oh pashaaaaaaa) n Rossa) just love this song2 so so much... the melody the lyrics .. sgt soothing... so while uouls reading my blog so can listen to this nice song... i just love this song esp on the word "aku ingin engkau selalu hadir dan temani aku disetiap langkah yang menyakiniku KAU TERCIPTA UNTUKKU...lalalalala...." 

Lately nie byk benda berlaku byk persoalan terjawab... byk kemusykilan terungkai.. on anything and everything.. just wanna live life to the fullest hmm boleh ker??? insyallah i try to.. life is too short ...

So today is a second day SPM paper harap2 budak2 tu boleh jawab dgn tenang.. aminn.. so looks like your aunty getting older lagilah.. as my eldest nephew amie dah grad n keje 24 dah tahun nie.. klu date with him silap haribulan cam bf n gf haha.. nk buat camner yr aunty kan awet muda and my anak buah pun handsome hahaha.. miss u amie... aunty busy amie pun busy so dah lama tk lepak together kan...miss my all nephews nieces... hope our family gathering this year jadi k.. kali nie biar makteh ezah handle plak hahaha aunty nk rehat la plak kali nie..

K as for today alhamdulilah sbb my kaki is getting better... and this morning on my way to off terserempak dgn pakcik yg keja takaful (he's blind) last time keje kt my old off building.. now dia dah pindah tk sempat plak tanya... 

me: Assalamualaikum pakcik.. lama tk nampak?

pakcik: Waalaikumussalam.. mcm pernah dengar suara

me: pakcik saya zety ...

pakcik: la kamu nak lama tk jumpa..

me: pakcik sihat biar saya bawa pakcik k

pakcik ; terima kasih 

so conversation pun bla bla bla..... smpi la dia gerak dulu

One thing about this pakcik dia tinggal nearby my house... dalam keadaan kekurangan mcm tu dia tabah cari pendapatan untuk keluarga anak ada yg masuk universiti... bukan mudah kan... mmg salute abis la pakcik nie..credit to takaful sbb ambil org2x istimewa macam nie bekerja.. at least boleh bantu kurangkan beban diorang... human rights for all.....pakcik saya doakan agar urusan pakcik dipermudahkan dan panjang umur dan murah rezeki utk pakcik sekeluarga ... aminnn.. same goes to me as well and to whoever read my blog.. aminnnn

Ok this morning after blk from breakfast (actually me and ain mengelak from one of my boss dari breakfast together haha sbb malas nk layan nanti jadi lama) we both lalu pintu lain... then morning my other boss Datuk dah call huhu ok seems today we're having public hearing on Bersih... so Prof Datuk Z n Mr D and our vice chair Prof Datuk K will be in... Another 2 bosses Mr. J and Mr S tk masuk as they're having meeting and appointment kat luar...and our Chairman Tan Sri overseas... k back to the story... as we're in front of the main glass door suddenly lift open.... i was trying to get in to the off but apa psl tah my access card not working plak dlm my wristlet... then suddenly suara Prof Datuk K yg loud giler hoho this lady betul2 buat i terkezuitttt.... " Ladies what are you doing ??????'  Gulpppp.... tetiba speechless rasa cam dekan kt belakang hehhe... then i just smile at her... and was trying to point my access card yg dlm my wrist dekat door sensor..and again... "Zety why your access card not working and may i know what's inside yr bag...?"  "Sorry Datuk i think i left it at my room"  dgn muka cam smurf aku buat hehe.. Then ain terus use her access card.... Datuk hanya geleng kepala and smile at us.... you girls aaaa hehe.. camner lah leh terkantoi dgn dia and leh suara tk kuar... but she's ok just suara dia buat org gerun .....ngeee..bekas naib canselor UM la katakan...

And ptg tadi plak..seems dateline to submitt all the claims dah expire... hoho... so kenalah wat minit bebas and jumpa big boss pengurusan kena explain everything... so lama la jugak dlm bilik dia... yg pelik dia cakap baik giler siot dgn aku... tk pernah2x la.. yg tk boleh blah aku pun buat lawak lagi dgn dia sbb nk cover lewat hantar claim.... selalunya belum masuk or duduk sure dah kena jerit satu off leh dengar... then dia ckp itu ini... puji aku la itulah... cam tak caya kan... but haha i trust no one ok sbb learn from my lesson... janji dia tk marah n claims semua lepas... rugi babe ....Just kekadang terfikir smtm kena gak jadi selfish for yr own sake and be plastic....but dun ever jatuhkan org lain ok.. yg bestnya smbil dia ckp dia sign then cam pelik naper cam sama jer paper yg dia sign... ooppss la rupanya lepas kuar dari bilik dia check dgn PA dia Fiza... la aku silap bg rupanya original paper dah suruh fiza shredd oh noooooooooooo....jawabnya kena buat lain and submitt and jumpa lagi la jwbnya... mmg jadi bahan la tadi.... bila aku ckp blk kt Pn... dia cam nk tepuk muka aku pun ada haha... ok esk la aku submitt blk... janji claim aku lepas... boss2 punya ada lg tk siap... but tqvm my dear ain tlg cover my keje masa akak busy tahap dewa....

So today ada sesi shoot gambar korporat for multimedia presentation during human rights award... and today aku plak tetiba ayu la konon pakai baju kurung silk pink haha dah lama tk pakai baju nie.. haha yg pasti still can pakai dah nearly 5 years and still look new... bagus saya makin slimmmmmmmm yeayyyyy... ada yg ckp baju baru haha mentang2la aku jarang pakai baju tradisional sekali sekala kan... so tomorrow ada lagi shoot utk gambar korporat... so meaning ada dua gambar la satu kt bahagian pengurusan tinggi satu kt my IPRC committee...so tomorrow rasanya nk pakai slack and black n white kot....

And today gak aku blk awal 6 pm on the dot sbb my bff Pei pujuk bagai nak siap naik tpt aku suruh stop keje and balik dia kata tk berbaloi keje lewat haha... yelah tu pei .. mcm2 la dia pujuk kata lama tk blk dgn dia hmm yelah lately dalm 2 months nie lama dah tk blk sesamer dgn kwn baik cina aku nie... but nanti next kinda miss her sbb dia dpt offer cuti belajar kt sydney for 1 year... best giler pei... i'm gonna miss u la darling... ko pegi meninggalkan aku setahun ok lama tuh... tkper mana tau aku gi visit ko kt sana... natt blk ko plak pegi... si gee smpi skrg dah blk keje kt msia pun tk smpt jumpa lagi... hrp2 friendship trip kita jadi yer gurls... me, pei, gee n her bf mike, natt... jgnla kita busy masa tuh... i really need a break... need a holiday ..

k la cam panjang plak my entry kali nie..

so till then nanite...  

nk layan gossip girl now at 8tv.... 

chuck n blair foreverrrrr

XOXO

Ms Waniez

10.50 pm

15 Nov 2011

Hmm sometime life isnt easy kan kan kan..

all the best on yr SPM my dearest nieces nephews ..Kamal, Syakir, Fatin, Nadhirah....aunty pray for uolss..

It's monday today... and the routine daily life begin.. alhamdulilah kaki ku yg bengkak dah surut and getting better just tk boleh too active sgt ok baru baik kan.. so today first day paper SPM.. hmm anak2 buah yg amik aunty dia yg risau and kecut perut.... all the best my sayang.. baca bismillah and buat dgn tenang.. chaiyok3x sayang.. strive for the best ok.. 

XOXO

mmuahkkss from your aunty 

14 Nov 2011

11.30 pm

patutla sakit..

hi peeps..

tadaaaaa apa yg korang nampak haha my injured ankle.. atau in other words terseliuh gara-gara kes smlm mengejar seseorang dgn my heels and terpeleotttt... masa tu dah bunyi krettttt but ku teruskan juga.. so bila after shower dimalam hari kaki rasa berdenyut2x tk boleh jejak ke lantai... rasa cam nk demam pun ada..so terjengket2x la gerak ke sana sini.. until dpt call from my sis .. so kenala lecture and disuruh siap utk gi ke clinic... pergerakan yg agak lmbt sakit doeeee... bengkak sikit dah my ankle..so smpi di klinik aisey dr rosmawati on duty .. adusss masakkkkk sure kena lecture... masuk jer smbil terjengket2x dan senyum... dr tu siap ckp u nie ada jer... tgk tu jln pun dah jengket2x boleh tk u carefull next time n jaga diri u tgk nie baru kena gastric , migraine u kerap and ok u stress melampau.. zety oh zety.... so dgn selamba aku jawab nak buat mcmmana dr benda nk jadi and nak sakit... so dia pun bla bla bla.... then bila dia tgk i just diam dia kata ok ok i check u now... and pls no more stress u need a break dear.. byk sgt u pikir nie.. bahaya ingat last year u almost kena strok u kena admitted .. huhu ok dr... i tk pikir apa dah nie i'm ok ... dr siap ckp akan bg satu jenis ubat to be finish in a month kena discipline... kena rest ... dia pulak yg risau.. ok ok dr i follow la adv u.. then dia nk tau what's on my mind whats bothering me... i ckp nothing.. just i ckp now i rasa denyut2 di kaki jer at the moment and susah nk gerak.. so kenala pakai bandage nie n ubat for bengkak for 3 days.. i ckp i need to recover before monday sbb i nk siapkan my pending work... bulat mata dr tu oh ok ok.. can u please listen to me .. dear keje tkkan abis.. at least 3 hari kaki u akan rasa sakit... and me start counting days.. omg smpi monday.. ok ok... pasti akan ok aku yakin... so tk boleh byk gerak tido bantal kena tinggi... and sapu ubat n mkn ubat ikut time... dan ubatan lain... ok ok...and bila ke kaunter ubat oh my gucciii oh my pradaaaa.. tadaaa byk nyer ubat kena mkn .. k nanti ok la my kaki nie... cepat baik yer ...nasib la kak eza tk tau if not sure kena lecture lagilah.. tk pun sure kena tido umah dia huhu so just my kak gee n my kak ani jer yg tau shooohhhhhhhh... hehe but monday nanti klu dpt la budak apit tu huh siapla ko kerana ko injured camnie huhu.. 

XoXo

Ms Waniez

it's quarter after one and i'm still awake...so layan game sim social la.. and i'm all alone...

to those yg nk tido or dah tido nanite and sweet dreamsssssss

I'm On Bended Knee

Dear Incek Zombie,

If you read this...

I'm sorry i didn't meant to hurt you.. and it seems that i had lot to say was thinking on my time away..I missed you and things weren't the same .. Every single day I think about how we came all this way..And you know.. my sleepless nights and tears I've cried and it's never too late to make it right and once again I'm sorry and I'm sorry about all the things i said and done to you.. And I know I can't take it back.. I can't turn back time..I miss the time you make my world go round.. miss the moment we laugh, share everything together miss the time you tease me.. And all i just wanted to say I'm sorry..I'M HURT TOO...I'm not perfect and everyone make a mistake too..miss the old Incek Zombie..

I'm on my 'BENDED KNEE'

Xoxo..

Ms Waniez....

(Gonna swallow my pride to say i'm sorry again and again..how to get things back the way they use to be.. 

and it's just drivin me insane ..sob sob sob..)

Di KeTiKa InI

 Saya berada didalam keadaan semua benda yang kita lakukan tidak kena. Kenapa? Satu keadaan yang semua perasaan bercampur baur.  Satu keadaan yang ada dalamnya, kecewa, terluka, sakit hati, sedih, runsing, rindu menjengah, sayang menjengah, cinta menjengah, kesian, marah menjengah, sakit menjengah, didatangi sakit tiba-tiba, semuanya datang menyerang bercampur gaul...sehinggakan adrenalin ku makin mengalir kencang terasa hari-hari yang kulalui berlalu pergi dan berbazir....  Perasaan di mana saya rasa kehilangan yang teramat.. Kehilangan yang pasti kehilangan kedua mama dan abah tercinta masih aku terasa hingga kini tiada pengganti bagi mereka tiada pengganti untuk ruang kosong dalam hati jiwa ini... kehilangan bapa saudara yang amat menyanyangiku... kehilangan rakan karib pergi meninggalkan ku .. kehilangan arwah fendi yang pernah menyayangiku... dan kehilangan ...bagi mereka yg telah pergi ku hulurkan doa agar roh2 org tersayang aman disana.. moga mereka ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yang beriman dan beramal soleh alfatihah..amin... mgkin satu hari saya ..kamu .. semua akan menyusul jua hanya tuhan yang tahu.. Saya rasa seperti hilang dalam dunia yang saya jejaki..seperti tidak berpijak dibumi yang nyata..Saya tersenyum, ketawa tapi hakikatnya saya menangis teresak-esak..hati diguris bagai sembilu..Mencari sesuatu yang hilang tapi tk jumpa.. Jiwa ... diri... fikiran terasa amat kosong .. Ya allah bantulah hambamu ini.. kembalikan keceriaan ku.. kembalikan kebahagiaanku.. kembalikan diriku.. kembalikan ketenanganku.. kembalikan ketabahanku.. kembalikan kekuatanku.. kembalikan keimananku..kau permudahkanlah urusan ku ya allah...amin

Salam aidiladha buat semua.. apakah pengorbanan yang telah kita buat??

Maaf bagi segala-galanya..

Maaf bagi entry-entry ku lately nie kerana aku sendiri tidak tahu mengapa..

Yang pasti terasa kosong, terasa tidak dihargai, terasa tidak disayangi..terasa kecewa 

bermacam2 rasa menghantui diri ini

but 

aku perlu kuat perjalanan masih jauh 

dan pertemuan kali ini.....

XoXo

Misz Waniez 

5 Nov 2011

4 pm

right now i'm watching filipino movie at astro

"And I love you so" nice movie and hmm i can feel lara dalam movie nie ..

will lara and christ be together??.. no more lies ok..

still waiting for the end of the story hope happy ending..as they're fated together