Maju Junction Eatery Blast ....

Hmm believe it or not... last friday me and frenz memakankan diri di noodle stat the place yg punca segalanya.. hoho nasib la tk letup masa we all lunch if not .. tiada lagi la diriku dan kengkawan di dunia yang fana ini huhu...and it affect most of all eatery places  (food court & fast food restaurant) and of course starbuckkkkkkkkkksss frust tull..so at the moment tkdelah my hot choco sob sob sob... and kenala mkn jauh sikit dari off.. hmm malas nyer dgn cuaca panas nak menapak di luar... The gas explosion at restaurant at the one of Maju Junction Restaurant centre is believed to have been due to shoddy maintenance... hmm see who's fault.? 

So ok i think it's still not to late for me to wish everyone salam maal hijrah... cuti korang gi mana???? me just lepaking and spent time with my kakak gee at seremban... activity kakak n adik.. n spt gi massage as my body aching everywhere and kena migraine alhamdulilah ok sikit tp tk sempat massage badan pun sempat kepala jer.... nanti la kena gi lagi as thaht makcik massage tk sakit langsung.. best sgt... my SIL kak ani pun ada sama.. and one question cepu emas my kakak tanya..."adik dgn siapa now how's kimmmie, as she knows the story of me and kimmie nie keza la nie citer isyh3x so i ckp me and kimmie dah ok.. hmm but dia tanya are you with someone ker everyday my sis kata dia doa adik dia nie buka hati kt org lain (gulp) ...she did ask me whether i still thinking of.. him... i just ckp tipulah kata tk ingat langsung and i ckp i'm moving on.. he's the one kot yg checking on me but malas nk pikir.. it's too late for everything my heart broke... 

insyallah time heal me and time will come and marriage is not benda main-main.. so apapun adik serah to allah...as dia tahu apa yg terbaik for me.. i tell her not to worry much on me .. 

I'm ok.. just malas nk fikir on all this... 

hmm right now worry on Incek Zombie.. how he's been doing ... 

And she pujuk me to find other job.. sbb kesian on me kena mcm2 but i kata i sayang my keje and it's not settle everything pun... in fact bukan tkder gi interview tpt lain oppps pecah sudah rahsia.. 

and dah dpt pun with good offer (hmm meaning laku lagi la i nie hehe test market babe) but i tolak... 

maybe still sayang my work kot  huhu human rights for all.. 

and also i know the time will come bila i feel like moving on to the new job plak kan.... those yg always concern and worry about me tq all insyalllah with all of your prayers i will survive mcm lagu gloria gaynor... and tetiba rasa nk nyanyi lagu rolling in the deep by adele "There's a fire starting in my heart..reaching a fever pitch and it's bringing me out of dark....Don't underestimate the things that i will do..." lalalala... and what a coincidence lagu itu berkumandang dari pc ku...and yesterday a day without my spec and my contact lense sbb.. lupa pakai left at home so careless...... so keblurrannn amat terasa hehe... 

XOXO

Daaaaaa

Di pagi jumaat..

Hi peeps..

Awal plak entry utk hari ini hmm you know why???

Because of

Hmm seawal pagi.. as i walk to my off.. in the MJ building normally at this moment tkder org and a bit quite but... hmm tk semena2x terlanggar someone... and kedengaran aduhhh... ok that i was holding gift fiza i think i terknock at someone huhu tak tau la which area... and that i receive msg from my sis and tgh baca msg and rasanya jalan situ agak luas ... so bila angkat muka first word from me... Oh sorry i tak sengaja... And what a bad day... i know this mamat and me and him mmg cam msg2 tk puas hati kot.. dah la nama cam my dad.. dia pulak siap cakap "Next time jalan tak yah la bermessage sgt dgn boyfriend you tgk depan sama yer" isyhh mamat nie.. then dgn selamba aku balas.. ok i'm sorry and was thinking nk blah jer dari situ.. malas nk layan.. pastu dia boleh pulak balas " Eh you macam tu saja.."  Oho this is too much apa lagi dia nak dun tell me nk melutut... by the way dia pun rasanya on the phone masa incident tu hah... nk salahkan org plak.. then i ckp " yes Mr abis tu you nak apa" ok for your information this mamat mmg sgt poyo ok use to work with him during our event ya allah dia punya poyo tuhan jer tau... muka jer handsome tapi attitude erkkkk no comment ok.. and rasanya dia tk puas hati kot sbb kebanyakan ladies yg nampak dia selalu cam gila bayang.. but not me ok.. perangai hampeh sikit mcm dialah org paling perfect kt dunia nie... ahh please... dah tu cam playboy plak ... in fact some of my colleague baik lelaki or pompuan pun ckp benda yg sama mamat nie poyo... pernah one time my last event 9th nov haritu one of budak off saya.... as i mintak tlg apit gi jumpa mamat tuh to check on the lighting and sound sbb that time i tgh prepare presentation of one of my speaker.. then after that apit datang... " akak sombong gila mamat tuh dia tak layan saya macam bagus" hmm panas jer aku masa tuh ok let me settle... so aku msk bilik AV dia and ckp "excuse me i think my colleague jumpa u tadi kan" belum abis ayat saya " oh sorry tadi i was on the phone tk perasan why u tk dtg jumpa i sendiri dgn senyum sinis kat saya" arghh this mamat nie apa masalah dia yer... "En. B.....n i was busy doing smtg tadi and i mintak org tlg deal dgn u by the way do you have prob with that ?? "Nope just why you tak deal sendiri".. ya allah apa kes dia nie.. huh... so itulah citernya dan adala beberapa incident yg tk menyenangkan and back to my previous story ... last2 msg2 pandang msg2 and just satu jer tk suka dia bg that kind of look arghhh,, and to my colleague yg cam rasa mamat tu handsome.. suka hati korang la but plse dun simply tag my name kt his pic ok... i don't like it...and sorry i have to remove my name from yr wall ... 

Secondly.. huh my boss yg sorang nie yg suka cari psl with me... rasanya his trip to Bali to everything dah i settle apa lagi dia tk faham in fact dah deal with sophie in london nak jugak tanya and find fault on me like i'm not doing my work at all plse ok ... check yr email everything i cc to you ok... stop harrased me boleh tk...

so annoyingggggggggg...and gelifyinnnnngg (haha word nie tkder dlm kamus sbb rekaan sendiri)

hmm oklah a bit relief lepas jot down everything kt sini ... lgpun today friday and i love friday..

rehat lama best3x.. lunch nie panjang la langkah kaki nie sbb bebudak nie dah mcm2 plan diorg

hmm apa nk beli for my akak gee punya belated bday sbb nk gi umah dia esk spending my time with my beloved sis and anak2 buahku yg so excited aunty nk datang.. mcm2 dah diorg plan..

can't waittt....

Xoxo

I love friday

yeay Harimau Muda Malaya vs Garuda .... Malaysia wonnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn

balik on time sbb bola haha off sunyi sepi ...serak abis suara aku dan housemate jerit punya pasal berbaloi babe... meriah seluruh apartment jeritan, sorakan... yg best bunga api, hon hon  wah wah wah.... pingat emas for malaysia.... Apek aka KFCM terbaek dah la korean look haishhhh ...kapten harimau malaya badrul terbaekkk asra first goalll...fandi othman.. go go go malaysia... so garuda muka tersangatlah kecewa haha...esp gunawan , bonai , ferdinand, otow.. mmg bengang giler... horrayyyyyyyyyyyyy yeayyyyyyy... proud of uols la... apek oh apek with big smile....

ketangkasan kecekapan tangkap bola ... 

i bet my frens and colleague pun tgh senyum smpi ke telinga.. 

bangga with our country so lupa kan football team dari luar dulu k...

at first first goal dari indon dah cuak but finnaly we won....

XOXO

syabas harimau muda malaya 

from 

misz waniez

It's weekend peeps..

Hi peeps..

How's yr weekend? Hope uols have a great weekender ya with loved onesssss.... As for me life must go on right  sedey still sedey tp sometimes kena jadi fake jugak kan.. ok back to my story.. smlm dah kuar seharian i'm having fun what.. so as for today just stay at home la pulak do my laundry, ampai kain, lipat kain, kemas umah, kemas bilik, kemas dapur, mop lantai, basuh bilik air, sapu sampah, buang sampah (huh penat jugakkkk) but itu mmg routine kan nk tk nk kena buat gak.. sanggup ker tgk all the mess kan.... and for lunch today...tadaaa saya masak nasi minyak, kari ayam berempah, brocolli with tauhu jepun (sayur cam tk ngam kan tp malas nk buat dalca seems dah ada kari.. and malas nk buat jelatah sbb aku tk berapa suka sama la bebudak umah nie..so end up with brocolli goreng with tauhu jepun) ...cooking with love kan.. sgt enjoy bila cooking cam release stress pun boleh as while cooking kita akan explore and try smtg new i mean as for nasi minyak some of the bahan tk cukup hmm nk turun beli kt mini market bawah haihhh malasnya nk turun bukan level rendah quite tggiiii...haha so saya pun improvise la to my own resepi heheh tadaaa jadi pun... sorry tk dpt snap pic tk sempat pun.. licin gak bebudak umah saya mkn ..hope they enjoy their lunch... nama pun weekend so let them rehat la as for me mmg la niat bangun lewat selalu tk tercapai huhu.. cepat jer masa terbuka....then nk tido blk susahlah.. but bagus gak bgn awal so i can settle a lot of thingss... in fact smpt do my readings.. blogging.. keje skt..facebookings,,(ramai betul nk add but sorry my fb sgt private.. yg tk boleh blah tu all my nephew nieces punya kwn2 sek nk add saya nk jadi kakak angkat la berbagai haha cukuplah anak2 buah ku yg dah ramai tuh.. diorang seems sgt adore kt saya la konon haha siapalah saya biasa2 jer... hehe..)  hmm tp time too short kan tk smpt do my craft planning nk buat cute toys to my anak buah n fren..

.. but i manage to do my hair spa hehe and beauty time... my lulur or in other words scrubbing la.. so smpt kan... 

k now to activity ptg ke mlm plak.. my hsmate afzan ada invitation birthday dinner party... so haha mintak my advise... kesian plak kt dia dan saya give idea la from head to toe... dia sgt surprise tgk on my makeup collection hehe saya jarang makeup pun sbb for me less is more but i love makeup kan org buat org cantik... then pinjamkan dia my dress and my heels (sorry kimmie i pinjamkan kasut u bg) so tadaa hasil my touch up.. cantik dah afzan and ready for partyyyyy... that heels quite tinggi so i cakap carefull nanti takut terpeleott plak.. so have fun babe... so later nk ion my baju plak...tomorrow keje byk benda nk settle nie before i went for my long leave..planning too ... so till then see ya...

Hanya allah yang lebih tahu

nothing much to say... just airmata berguguran juga... satu demi satu berlaku.. moga allah kuatkan diriku dalam perjalanan hidup ini... moga dipermudahkan urusanku .. moga diberi petunjuk kepadaku.. dimoga dilindungi diriku... yang pasti diri hati jiwa ku luka dilukai... sakit disakiti... dugaan demi dugaan.. aku redha ya allah cuma kupohon agar tabah kan hambamu ini kuatkan hambamu ini... mungkin ada hikmah disebalik segalanya.. hanya dirimu tpt ku mengadu.. 

btwn to ain, ct, fiza, pei, kak ani..knap.kgee, keza, klia, gee, natt, yanty , alin, rose,

dan nama2x lain yg begitu byk untuk disebut 

tq for always being there for me

 tq for all the love

tq for being my bff

 tq for being a good listener 

tq for being a sis and mom to me...

 i'll appreciate so much and love you all with all my heart...

XOXO

9.30 pm

18 NOV 2011

Kisah hari ini..

Hi peeps..

Hope uols enjoy reading my blog and enjoy listening to the music...dah tukar from sepi ke Tercipta Untukku by Pasha Ungu feat Rossa...(as I'm a big fan of Ungu band (oh pashaaaaaaa) n Rossa) just love this song2 so so much... the melody the lyrics .. sgt soothing... so while uouls reading my blog so can listen to this nice song... i just love this song esp on the word "aku ingin engkau selalu hadir dan temani aku disetiap langkah yang menyakiniku KAU TERCIPTA UNTUKKU...lalalalala...." 

Lately nie byk benda berlaku byk persoalan terjawab... byk kemusykilan terungkai.. on anything and everything.. just wanna live life to the fullest hmm boleh ker??? insyallah i try to.. life is too short ...

So today is a second day SPM paper harap2 budak2 tu boleh jawab dgn tenang.. aminn.. so looks like your aunty getting older lagilah.. as my eldest nephew amie dah grad n keje 24 dah tahun nie.. klu date with him silap haribulan cam bf n gf haha.. nk buat camner yr aunty kan awet muda and my anak buah pun handsome hahaha.. miss u amie... aunty busy amie pun busy so dah lama tk lepak together kan...miss my all nephews nieces... hope our family gathering this year jadi k.. kali nie biar makteh ezah handle plak hahaha aunty nk rehat la plak kali nie..

K as for today alhamdulilah sbb my kaki is getting better... and this morning on my way to off terserempak dgn pakcik yg keja takaful (he's blind) last time keje kt my old off building.. now dia dah pindah tk sempat plak tanya... 

me: Assalamualaikum pakcik.. lama tk nampak?

pakcik: Waalaikumussalam.. mcm pernah dengar suara

me: pakcik saya zety ...

pakcik: la kamu nak lama tk jumpa..

me: pakcik sihat biar saya bawa pakcik k

pakcik ; terima kasih 

so conversation pun bla bla bla..... smpi la dia gerak dulu

One thing about this pakcik dia tinggal nearby my house... dalam keadaan kekurangan mcm tu dia tabah cari pendapatan untuk keluarga anak ada yg masuk universiti... bukan mudah kan... mmg salute abis la pakcik nie..credit to takaful sbb ambil org2x istimewa macam nie bekerja.. at least boleh bantu kurangkan beban diorang... human rights for all.....pakcik saya doakan agar urusan pakcik dipermudahkan dan panjang umur dan murah rezeki utk pakcik sekeluarga ... aminnn.. same goes to me as well and to whoever read my blog.. aminnnn

Ok this morning after blk from breakfast (actually me and ain mengelak from one of my boss dari breakfast together haha sbb malas nk layan nanti jadi lama) we both lalu pintu lain... then morning my other boss Datuk dah call huhu ok seems today we're having public hearing on Bersih... so Prof Datuk Z n Mr D and our vice chair Prof Datuk K will be in... Another 2 bosses Mr. J and Mr S tk masuk as they're having meeting and appointment kat luar...and our Chairman Tan Sri overseas... k back to the story... as we're in front of the main glass door suddenly lift open.... i was trying to get in to the off but apa psl tah my access card not working plak dlm my wristlet... then suddenly suara Prof Datuk K yg loud giler hoho this lady betul2 buat i terkezuitttt.... " Ladies what are you doing ??????'  Gulpppp.... tetiba speechless rasa cam dekan kt belakang hehhe... then i just smile at her... and was trying to point my access card yg dlm my wrist dekat door sensor..and again... "Zety why your access card not working and may i know what's inside yr bag...?"  "Sorry Datuk i think i left it at my room"  dgn muka cam smurf aku buat hehe.. Then ain terus use her access card.... Datuk hanya geleng kepala and smile at us.... you girls aaaa hehe.. camner lah leh terkantoi dgn dia and leh suara tk kuar... but she's ok just suara dia buat org gerun .....ngeee..bekas naib canselor UM la katakan...

And ptg tadi plak..seems dateline to submitt all the claims dah expire... hoho... so kenalah wat minit bebas and jumpa big boss pengurusan kena explain everything... so lama la jugak dlm bilik dia... yg pelik dia cakap baik giler siot dgn aku... tk pernah2x la.. yg tk boleh blah aku pun buat lawak lagi dgn dia sbb nk cover lewat hantar claim.... selalunya belum masuk or duduk sure dah kena jerit satu off leh dengar... then dia ckp itu ini... puji aku la itulah... cam tak caya kan... but haha i trust no one ok sbb learn from my lesson... janji dia tk marah n claims semua lepas... rugi babe ....Just kekadang terfikir smtm kena gak jadi selfish for yr own sake and be plastic....but dun ever jatuhkan org lain ok.. yg bestnya smbil dia ckp dia sign then cam pelik naper cam sama jer paper yg dia sign... ooppss la rupanya lepas kuar dari bilik dia check dgn PA dia Fiza... la aku silap bg rupanya original paper dah suruh fiza shredd oh noooooooooooo....jawabnya kena buat lain and submitt and jumpa lagi la jwbnya... mmg jadi bahan la tadi.... bila aku ckp blk kt Pn... dia cam nk tepuk muka aku pun ada haha... ok esk la aku submitt blk... janji claim aku lepas... boss2 punya ada lg tk siap... but tqvm my dear ain tlg cover my keje masa akak busy tahap dewa....

So today ada sesi shoot gambar korporat for multimedia presentation during human rights award... and today aku plak tetiba ayu la konon pakai baju kurung silk pink haha dah lama tk pakai baju nie.. haha yg pasti still can pakai dah nearly 5 years and still look new... bagus saya makin slimmmmmmmm yeayyyyy... ada yg ckp baju baru haha mentang2la aku jarang pakai baju tradisional sekali sekala kan... so tomorrow ada lagi shoot utk gambar korporat... so meaning ada dua gambar la satu kt bahagian pengurusan tinggi satu kt my IPRC committee...so tomorrow rasanya nk pakai slack and black n white kot....

And today gak aku blk awal 6 pm on the dot sbb my bff Pei pujuk bagai nak siap naik tpt aku suruh stop keje and balik dia kata tk berbaloi keje lewat haha... yelah tu pei .. mcm2 la dia pujuk kata lama tk blk dgn dia hmm yelah lately dalm 2 months nie lama dah tk blk sesamer dgn kwn baik cina aku nie... but nanti next kinda miss her sbb dia dpt offer cuti belajar kt sydney for 1 year... best giler pei... i'm gonna miss u la darling... ko pegi meninggalkan aku setahun ok lama tuh... tkper mana tau aku gi visit ko kt sana... natt blk ko plak pegi... si gee smpi skrg dah blk keje kt msia pun tk smpt jumpa lagi... hrp2 friendship trip kita jadi yer gurls... me, pei, gee n her bf mike, natt... jgnla kita busy masa tuh... i really need a break... need a holiday ..

k la cam panjang plak my entry kali nie..

so till then nanite...  

nk layan gossip girl now at 8tv.... 

chuck n blair foreverrrrr

XOXO

Ms Waniez

10.50 pm

15 Nov 2011

Hmm sometime life isnt easy kan kan kan..

all the best on yr SPM my dearest nieces nephews ..Kamal, Syakir, Fatin, Nadhirah....aunty pray for uolss..

It's monday today... and the routine daily life begin.. alhamdulilah kaki ku yg bengkak dah surut and getting better just tk boleh too active sgt ok baru baik kan.. so today first day paper SPM.. hmm anak2 buah yg amik aunty dia yg risau and kecut perut.... all the best my sayang.. baca bismillah and buat dgn tenang.. chaiyok3x sayang.. strive for the best ok.. 

XOXO

mmuahkkss from your aunty 

14 Nov 2011

11.30 pm

patutla sakit..

hi peeps..

tadaaaaa apa yg korang nampak haha my injured ankle.. atau in other words terseliuh gara-gara kes smlm mengejar seseorang dgn my heels and terpeleotttt... masa tu dah bunyi krettttt but ku teruskan juga.. so bila after shower dimalam hari kaki rasa berdenyut2x tk boleh jejak ke lantai... rasa cam nk demam pun ada..so terjengket2x la gerak ke sana sini.. until dpt call from my sis .. so kenala lecture and disuruh siap utk gi ke clinic... pergerakan yg agak lmbt sakit doeeee... bengkak sikit dah my ankle..so smpi di klinik aisey dr rosmawati on duty .. adusss masakkkkk sure kena lecture... masuk jer smbil terjengket2x dan senyum... dr tu siap ckp u nie ada jer... tgk tu jln pun dah jengket2x boleh tk u carefull next time n jaga diri u tgk nie baru kena gastric , migraine u kerap and ok u stress melampau.. zety oh zety.... so dgn selamba aku jawab nak buat mcmmana dr benda nk jadi and nak sakit... so dia pun bla bla bla.... then bila dia tgk i just diam dia kata ok ok i check u now... and pls no more stress u need a break dear.. byk sgt u pikir nie.. bahaya ingat last year u almost kena strok u kena admitted .. huhu ok dr... i tk pikir apa dah nie i'm ok ... dr siap ckp akan bg satu jenis ubat to be finish in a month kena discipline... kena rest ... dia pulak yg risau.. ok ok dr i follow la adv u.. then dia nk tau what's on my mind whats bothering me... i ckp nothing.. just i ckp now i rasa denyut2 di kaki jer at the moment and susah nk gerak.. so kenala pakai bandage nie n ubat for bengkak for 3 days.. i ckp i need to recover before monday sbb i nk siapkan my pending work... bulat mata dr tu oh ok ok.. can u please listen to me .. dear keje tkkan abis.. at least 3 hari kaki u akan rasa sakit... and me start counting days.. omg smpi monday.. ok ok... pasti akan ok aku yakin... so tk boleh byk gerak tido bantal kena tinggi... and sapu ubat n mkn ubat ikut time... dan ubatan lain... ok ok...and bila ke kaunter ubat oh my gucciii oh my pradaaaa.. tadaaa byk nyer ubat kena mkn .. k nanti ok la my kaki nie... cepat baik yer ...nasib la kak eza tk tau if not sure kena lecture lagilah.. tk pun sure kena tido umah dia huhu so just my kak gee n my kak ani jer yg tau shooohhhhhhhh... hehe but monday nanti klu dpt la budak apit tu huh siapla ko kerana ko injured camnie huhu.. 

XoXo

Ms Waniez

it's quarter after one and i'm still awake...so layan game sim social la.. and i'm all alone...

to those yg nk tido or dah tido nanite and sweet dreamsssssss

I'm On Bended Knee

Dear Incek Zombie,

If you read this...

I'm sorry i didn't meant to hurt you.. and it seems that i had lot to say was thinking on my time away..I missed you and things weren't the same .. Every single day I think about how we came all this way..And you know.. my sleepless nights and tears I've cried and it's never too late to make it right and once again I'm sorry and I'm sorry about all the things i said and done to you.. And I know I can't take it back.. I can't turn back time..I miss the time you make my world go round.. miss the moment we laugh, share everything together miss the time you tease me.. And all i just wanted to say I'm sorry..I'M HURT TOO...I'm not perfect and everyone make a mistake too..miss the old Incek Zombie..

I'm on my 'BENDED KNEE'

Xoxo..

Ms Waniez....

(Gonna swallow my pride to say i'm sorry again and again..how to get things back the way they use to be.. 

and it's just drivin me insane ..sob sob sob..)

Di KeTiKa InI

 Saya berada didalam keadaan semua benda yang kita lakukan tidak kena. Kenapa? Satu keadaan yang semua perasaan bercampur baur.  Satu keadaan yang ada dalamnya, kecewa, terluka, sakit hati, sedih, runsing, rindu menjengah, sayang menjengah, cinta menjengah, kesian, marah menjengah, sakit menjengah, didatangi sakit tiba-tiba, semuanya datang menyerang bercampur gaul...sehinggakan adrenalin ku makin mengalir kencang terasa hari-hari yang kulalui berlalu pergi dan berbazir....  Perasaan di mana saya rasa kehilangan yang teramat.. Kehilangan yang pasti kehilangan kedua mama dan abah tercinta masih aku terasa hingga kini tiada pengganti bagi mereka tiada pengganti untuk ruang kosong dalam hati jiwa ini... kehilangan bapa saudara yang amat menyanyangiku... kehilangan rakan karib pergi meninggalkan ku .. kehilangan arwah fendi yang pernah menyayangiku... dan kehilangan ...bagi mereka yg telah pergi ku hulurkan doa agar roh2 org tersayang aman disana.. moga mereka ditempatkan dikalangan org2 yang beriman dan beramal soleh alfatihah..amin... mgkin satu hari saya ..kamu .. semua akan menyusul jua hanya tuhan yang tahu.. Saya rasa seperti hilang dalam dunia yang saya jejaki..seperti tidak berpijak dibumi yang nyata..Saya tersenyum, ketawa tapi hakikatnya saya menangis teresak-esak..hati diguris bagai sembilu..Mencari sesuatu yang hilang tapi tk jumpa.. Jiwa ... diri... fikiran terasa amat kosong .. Ya allah bantulah hambamu ini.. kembalikan keceriaan ku.. kembalikan kebahagiaanku.. kembalikan diriku.. kembalikan ketenanganku.. kembalikan ketabahanku.. kembalikan kekuatanku.. kembalikan keimananku..kau permudahkanlah urusan ku ya allah...amin

Salam aidiladha buat semua.. apakah pengorbanan yang telah kita buat??

Maaf bagi segala-galanya..

Maaf bagi entry-entry ku lately nie kerana aku sendiri tidak tahu mengapa..

Yang pasti terasa kosong, terasa tidak dihargai, terasa tidak disayangi..terasa kecewa 

bermacam2 rasa menghantui diri ini

but 

aku perlu kuat perjalanan masih jauh 

dan pertemuan kali ini.....

XoXo

Misz Waniez 

5 Nov 2011

4 pm

right now i'm watching filipino movie at astro

"And I love you so" nice movie and hmm i can feel lara dalam movie nie ..

will lara and christ be together??.. no more lies ok..

still waiting for the end of the story hope happy ending..as they're fated together

My hectic life..

Nothing much to say 

just it really hurts 

when

 your hard work, 

commitment 

and

 dedication

 is not appreciated at all 

arghhhhhhhhhhh....

DAMNNNNNN

I really need a breakkkkkkkkkkkkk!!!!

XOXO 

Ms Waniez

4 Nov

7.30 pm

Suratan Atau Kebetulan... plse tell me..

SuRaTaN aTaU kEbEtUlAn??????

Sesuatu yang tak disangka

Seringkali mendatangi kita

Itukah suratan dalam kehidupan

Atau hanya satu kebetulan

Kita asyik membicarakan

Persoalan hidup dan pilihan

Sedang kejujuran semakin berkurang

Masih tiada bertemu jawapan

Walau kita dihadapkan

Dengan berbagai pilihan

Mengapa sering terjadi

Pilihan tak menepati

Hingga amat menakutkan

Menghadapi masa depan

Seolah telah terhapus

Sebuah kehidupan yang kudus

Pertemuan sekali ini

Bagi diriku amat bererti

Tetapi ku bimbang untuk menyatakan

Bimbangkan berulang kesilapan

XoXo

Ms Waniez

 10.30 pm 

3 Nov 2011

WoRds....

Soft and gentle without a cause,

Running towards a light that moves,

Where to go after a pain like this and what to do??

It's hard to say the right thing at the right time,

When All you want to do is express who you are,

Pain, sorrow and anger is all words create sometimes,

How do you know when to say a word or keep your mouth shut?

Kind words are less spoken in these times,

And more and more people are hurt by it than actions,

It dries a heart that was ones filled with love for others,

And now where does it lead,

To dust and dust alone,

Caring has been put aside,

And deceit has risen instead,

Why does this occur in such a violent way,

It opens doors that should have been kept shut,

And closes doors that should be open,

One brick at a time they say,

In the end of the wall around you will be finished,

And you'll be safe from the world outside,

Now the choice is, who to let in and who to keep out?

So many people so little trust,

Open eyes closed mouth,

All you see is a fading life,

From colour to grey and grey to black,

Slowly but surely life will seice to exist and,

Home is where I'm headed and,

No one can stop it,

What is words id there is no meaning,

Words from the heart is better said,

Than words without a heart.....

XOXO..

Misz Waniez 

"3 Nov 2011"

BRACES

Howdy yo peeps... 

My intention on wearing braces dah on my mind lama dah rasanya but kubatalkan niat ku itu sebab ditakutkan dengan cerita2x ngeri oleh my kengkawan siap dengan aksi muka menahan kesakitan (siot la korang) tobattt tk jadi pakai.. ditambah pulak kata muka akan jadi pelik tak cantik.. ok that's it tkkan kupasang niat itu lagi haha.. 

The reason tingin nk pakai sbb rasa cam cute bergigi besi harga pun best hehe pastu boleh tukar2 kaler tingat my good fren sara pakai cantik ... tp bila pikir penderitaan kesakitan oh tidak kot.. hehe

Hmm kisah lawak Incek Zombie really make my day smlm haha .. jus nenas .. jus manggo, seafood topspot hehe grill fish.. mmg lawak ..take care k..

Hmm actually i just feel like kinda cam ntah.. to Kimmie... i'm sorry if i did anything wrong.. that hurt you.. it's not my intention at all.. pls forgive me.. i know that you hurt and hope you have a safe journey to msia & s'pore.. saya tahu awak sedey dan merajuk dengan saya.. yr earlier plan dah tukar i think all bcoz of me.. i'm on my bended knee.. sorry again.. tlg maafkan saya dan jangan merajuk dengan saya lagi pleaseeeeeeee....  i'm  just speechless after looking at yr fb n yr msg..and yr flight is today.. 

take care Kimmie and enjoy yr trip k......hmm..

all of yr gilerx2 frens miss you 

XOXO..

Ms Waniez

7.11 pm 

2 Nov 2011