I deserve a break..life is not just about work..and i say goodbye to all my sorrows

Hi peeps,

dah lunch? me belum lagi but later just cook simple spaghetti carbonara jerlah as just campak2x.. just left a few days for new year of 2012 kan.. so goodbye 2011... as for the year 2012 i pray and wish that we are just like a birds so let us leave all behind what we don't need to carry forward grudges, sadness, pain, fear and regrets...as i'm trying to trying harder to move on ... i'm moving on.. and hope that for the year 2012 will bring me happiness, joy, love, good health, wealth.. and foremost be bless by allah always... aminnn...

thank you allah as i'm still alive still can breath in breath out.. hmm sometimes i wonder if from experiencing so much of things in my life and leaving people who became dear to me huh.. and if i will always be wishing in the back of my mind that i was somewhere else or with someone else or i'm the new person..like right now i want to say..i say goodbye to all my sorrows.. ain't it wonderful to be where i've always wanted to be.. take me to new places but don't make leave this place ..introduce me to new people but don't make me say goodbye.. it's not me bermadah ke apa ker just ntah..but at the same time wherever the place i am , there is something in me that asks and years for something new, or a returning to what i once had that i have no longer, like the song huh.. if i could only get to that place that i've always wanted to be but where???? then i'll be free, and who knows truly happy and satisfied but...once i get to that place i've always wanted to be, then what???? hmm i wonder is such a place even EXISTS!!!!!!!

It's already December and we will be ringin the New Year in about  3 days..

And as of today..my gateway to Langkawi it's a friendship trip with Ain n fiza

if 3 weeks ago mmg excited but this few days 

feel like ntah tk happy.. n just recover from my sickness n demam

shouldn't feel that way kan 

pity my friend as they are so excited for this trip and want me to be happy as they are..

my sis eza and sis lia tk berapa encourage me to go due to my health..but adik dah getting better.

tq dear..

as for sis ani if i'm fit enough to go the just go leave all behind

just enjoy myself.. as she said that i deserve to be happy and have a break..

why this sort of feeling haunting me
all my things dah pack

as for this trip we're taking a bus..then ferry and rent a car

fuhh dah lama berzaman tk naik bas..

last minute plan kan.. if naik train perjalanan terlalu jauh then takut penat

so adventure la kali nie naik bus..

hope laut kuala perlis ombak tak kuat sgt just ombak rindu jer :p

next trip klu gi lagi naik flight la senang kot.. but see how if this trip cam ok boleh jer..

as we all bujang semua..

so this time i dun feel like bring my princess lappy .. so duduk baik kt umah k 

mati kutu la tkder laptop but aktiviti penuh kan.. 

but benda wajib my pen, note book and of course my book

akan dibawa...

so out of this 4 books ..i've decided hmm this one i remember you..

so this book akan temaning me in langkawi..and this will be my 3rd to langkawi..

langkawi here i come...:)

hope 3 of us selamat pergi selamat pulang..aminnnn

XOXO

malam kau bawalah sepiku, dukaku, tangisku, rinduku,

siang kau bawalah sinar untukku, bahagia untukku, 

dan 

hujan kau bawalah air mataku

yang mengalir membasuh duka lukaku..

pergi jauh-jauh....

hope it's all rumours huh my all time fav jon bon jovi never say goodbye

'Heaven looks a lot like New Jersey:' Jon Bon Jovi's living on more than a prayer as he laughs off death rumours on Twitter 

By LAURA SCHREFFLER

Last updated at 9:39 AM on 20th December 2011

Although rumours swirled today that he had met his untimely end, Jon Bon Jovi wants his fans to know that he's alive and very well. 

The 49-year-old Livin' On A Prayer tweeted a humorous photograph today in response to Internet rumours suggesting he had died. 

In the picture, Jon is standing in front of a Christmas tree wearing one of his standard black muscle T-shirts.

Heaven looks a lot like New Jersey: Jon Bon Jovi tweets that he's alive and well after death rumours cropped up today

He wears a huge grin on his face as he holds up a sign reading: 'Heaven looks a lot like New Jersey - jbj.' 

 

One of his handlers announced the happy news via Jon's own personal Twitter account mere hours ago. 

'Rest assured that Jon is fine! This photo was just taken', the Bon Jovi personnel stated.

He's alive! The 49-year-old singer announced he was still rocking via his Twitter page

Indeed, Jon's sign is emblazoned with the date and a time stamp: December 19 at six in the evening. 

If the sign isn't sufficient enough evidence, his rep also confirms to TMZ.com that he's still rocking. 

One report claimed he went into cardiac arrest at the Empress Hotel in his his home state of New Jersey and died later in the evening. 

Movie star: The Livin' On A Prayer singer stars alongside Katherine Heigl in New Year's Eve

The information did not come from a reliable source, however, but a random WordPress blog. 

Jon can also be seen this holiday season in the romantic comedy New Year's Eve. 

He plays a musician (go figure) named Jensen in Garry Marshall's follow-up to 2010's Valentine's Day. 

The death report: A random blog claimed Bon Jovi went into cardiac arrest today

In the film, he must sort out his feelings for ex-girlfriend Laura (Katherine Heigl) before the ball drops in New York City's Times Square. 

Despite its A-list cast members, who also include Robert DeNiro, Lea Michele, Ashton Kutcher and Michelle Pfeiffer, the movie failed to perform at the box office. 

It raked in only $13.7 million during its opening weekend despite its $56 million price tag.

huh.. when i step in to my house.. my hsmate ckp jon bon jovi pronounce dead i was like "What..say it again.." from her bbm there's a news..about his dead.. i was kinda shock..."  OMG.. he was one of my all time fav singer... since i was small.. masa dulu with his husky voice rasa dia cam rocker sexy n handsome although now dia dah 49 but still macho and dgn guitarist richie sambora perghhh .. sedey giler.. then i was like ok i will surf sendiri la to search for the info... hmm hope he's still alive... one of his best song that i keep hitting repeat again and again... of course Never Say Goodbye.. mmg touching la lagu nie..."we dance so closed we danced so slow and i'd swore that i'll never let you go together forever...never say goodbye..." the lyrics and melody... awesome...

k lah got to go as my housemate (afzan) nk pinjam my dress and belt for a date haha..

jgn lupa layan this song... together forever...

XOXO..

 

Life is like a circle.. it's a karma... dan roda pun berputar..

Boss2x ada meeting..for the whole day.. my my work adalah tk sebusy dulu dah leh breath in breath out...but my leave dah approve yeayyyy finnaly... cuti panjang.. long break hmm mana nk pergi apa nak buat hehe biarlah rahsia ada benda nk settle .. just for tarikh 29 mlm till 1st Jan me. ain and fiza leaving to friendship trip to Langkawi Island... yippieyeay.. all gurls thing ya... new year disana hope the coming year 2012 will be the best year ahead ever for us.. will all the joy, happiness, love, good health , wealth, blessing by allah always.. all the good thing la.. tiada gangguan dari sesiapa pun as we wanna enjoy ourself kt sana.. actually plan benda lain tp trip boys n girls ..then some ada hal some tk boleh time so we decided just 3 of us .. proceed jerlah although last minute plan to langkawi.. haha and to our buddies (ery, apit, nizam, baqi, lannz, ct) we all gi dulu ekk next trip la kita plan balik.. korang enjoy uols punya cuti ngan hal2x korang.. hmm tk bgtu my family lg ooopss k nanti la later.. dah besar panjang niepun every single step kena report duty tau kt my sis n bro huhu tk  best kan..cuma yg tau knie jer .. in fact dia ckp enjoy yr break n have fun jgn pikir apapun.. semua tinggal kt tepi jeti jer haha insyallah i will.. as this will be my third time gi sana..  but still miss nk ke perhentian sgt best but definitely sure sunburn la my skin sbb kulit saya amatlah sensitif teramat and mudah la gelap and take ages nk back to my natural skin colour... haha.. 

Hmm since yesterday kan my boss cam tk senang duduk haha itulah marah n fedup ngan dia tk abis since last week ... dia try to buat lawak la try to tegur me i just buat dekkk jer... selamba kan.. but still buat his work pun.. just malas layan n ckp with him.. nantilah dah cool nanti.. huh can see la muka dia tk selesa as with other boss i ok leh gelak2x ... dgn dia buat tak tau.. action speak louder than words hehe

but tadi as usual if boss Datuk nie masuk normal rutin kena mengadap 

as kena brief him itu ini.. 

so he insist me to be part of the team for strategic planning meeting this 22nd at shangri la..

malasnya.. byk benda nk buat kt off nie..

mood pun dah cuti mood hehe..i tak pegi pun tkper kan Datuk.. 

as me and ain ada benda lain nk buat :p

Hmm roda berputar kan now semua dtg to me fren ker apa ker.. sekejap kita diatas sekejap kita dibawah...

hmm semua like tetiba nk concern on me tetiba nk buddy2 ngan aku ... 

why korang ada masalah korang baru sedar aku wujud ker... to some ppl tak yah la nk buat camtu tetiba nk hang out la nk itu la inilah.. korang ingat aku nie biro pengaduan ker .. so i just buat biasa jer .. cari balik saya kan... hmm karma la tuh..  tak boleh blah one of them leh plak kuar statement "no one like you.. ko nie ko tu.. kawan sampai akhir hayat berbagai la ayat2 ..." udah2lah tuh ... tk makan dek pujian or apa2 yg korang buat.. maaf boleh la kot takes time but forget susah kot... tk perlu nk jealous sana sini dgn siapa aku hang out dgn siapa aku close tuhh.. pastu tk yah nak tetibe try to be nice to me jadi la diri korang balik k tk yah fake sgt..  aku nk gi cuti ker nak apa ker suka hatilah..

 it's my money my trip tk perlu nk jaja sana sini la sana sini.. susah kan manusia nie..  

bila phd merata2x.. nk baik dgn siapapun suka hatilah..

but boleh ker aku jadi selfish benda plg susah aku nk buat

ok misz wanies just think about yrself forget about other "sigh"

smlm date with my beloved nephew amie.. wow he bought a new car.. ok lah tuh..

so just two of us.. chatt this and that dah nearly 2 months tk jumpa ..

tak abis2 la si amie nie nk menyakat maktam anibella dia

miss him

so nanti plan to gi vacation plak ngan dia.. 

amie la arrange aunty follow jer.. 

ngeeee..

isyh masuk pulak boss yg sorang nie.. k lah gtg.. see ya..

XOXO

MY LAZY SUNDAY...zzzzzzzzz

Hi it's a beautiful sunday .

.so finish all my housework..laundry...ampai kain, angkat kain, lipat kain, kemas bilik, kemas depan, kemas dapur... just cook simple lunch sup ayam sayur ala siam, kerabu ikan bilis and telur dadar.. and homemade lemonade..so just me and my housemate (afzan) jer mkn ..hmm malas seyh nk kuar .. yesterday pun my fren ajak and pujuk me keluar.. my answer malas not in mood haha lgpun i nak rest puas2 home sweet home.. sorry korang next time jerlah..gonna finish my book..then hmm finish my writing sementara idea dok ada nie..

lyn citer korea , astro... haha menari exercise la tuh...i love to dance... nak nak pulak catchy song.. and yg penting leh bertafakur di tikar sejadah tanpa gangguan..

what's next?? beddozinnn time hehe.. i love weekend... home sweet home..

as today I don't feel like doing anything I just wanna lay in my bed, 

don't feel like picking up my phone, so leave a message at the tone.

 'Cause today I swear I'm not doing anything nothing at all..

and nobody's gonna tell me I can't...

^__^

k la just wanna wish uols happy sunday.. hope u a have a great weekender with your loved ones ya..

XOXO

Misz Waniez in lazy modeeeeeeeeeee 

hmm hoping that my long leave akan diapprove.. as i need a break long break...

my leave still pending and awaiting for the result.. 

just left a few days jer for a new year..

so ptg beauty time lulur, spa homemade tau..

craving for carrot juice jap lagi la buat.. huh malas tahap gaban..

now beddozzin time....jommmm

Whatla?????

hmm... mula entry dah mengeluh kecil kan.. bukan apa..just pelik and tk faham perangai certain orang kt muka bumi nie.. perasan rasa bagus... hmm bila cakap tk fikir perasaan orang sekeliling.. cakap sembereno jer (sebarang la tu.. sajer reka ayat .. tk yah cari dlm kamus sbb kamus misz waniez jer adoooo hehe) orang lain pun ada hati dan perasaan.. cam kes petang tadi.. agak2 lah .. boss tk boss.. bila aku give my point of view pangkah dia jer betul... dengarla dulu.. prerogative as a boss la sangat arghhh crap.... like you all follow the rules... tk jugak kan..then simply rasa if org bawah tk ikut arahan buang jer.. tgk la arahan camner ... driver ker office boy ker diorang pun human being.. diorang pun ada life.. siapa nk bela hak diorang .. hak org lain dok sebok bela sana sini.. org dlm apa kes??? hah do you think i wanna argue with you lagi ahh mimpilah malas malas malas.. so padan la muka bila aku bolayan... fedup and bengang thats me aku akan diam and i know knap and ain dah perasan... so lepas tu apa rasa you.. rasa vanilla ker rasa strawberry ker.. rasa sakit hati kan... and guilty conscious shows sgt kan... pastu pandai plak kata gurau jer.. bersalah kan.. dah la bila i give my point pangkah.. i know what i'm talking ok... not like you bla bla bla .. fakta kemana hala... dahlah kt off ada manusia yg manipulate abis fakta.. memangla syaitan nirrojimmmmm hmm ada masa kita akur tp everyone every human being ada pride... uols setujukan... bukan boneka ... and for some of my colleagues yg tiada peluang bersuara or takut untuk cakap macammana  mana rights diorang?? bila sesuatu benda tak betul tk benar depan mata dan diperkatakan boleh ker nk duduk diam... just fikir satu jer sebelum berada diatas... anda pernah berada dibawah.. dan ingat sesuatu kerja takkan berjalan jika tiada orang2 bawah anda yang melancarkan perjalananan itu... semua saling kait mengait.. jangan terlalu gah atau angkuh... rasa hebat sangat... even kakak cleaner indon kt off pun ada perasaan ...so appreciate la org org seperti itu... apapun status anda sekarang... bila kita mati ... kain kapan warna putih kan.. bukan warna perak ker emas ker.. polkadot ker.. semua akan mengadap tuhan.. semua akan bersemadi di liang lahat ukuran yang sama... sempatker nk mohon maaf..

and one more thing please la be professional if dah email off tk yah nk hantar to all division

segala benda personal, maki hamun ker .. whatsoever 

grow up.. korang bukan budak2

bila baca email keluar benda2 nie 

fine nothing to do with me and others but korang email to everybody

pleasela org lain nk buat keje.. bukan nk tgk email carca marba..hmm

renung2kanlah.. 

Xoxo

what a day???

misz waniez

It's a tiring day but wanna spend my sunday with beloved family

Howdy yo peeps..

It's the quarter after 12... I'm still awake... sbb rasa tak best klu tk memblogging nie..tadi spent time with my dearest sis lia dtg for check up kt putrajaya esok my sis eza bawa... My sis Lia mmg kena go thoroughly check up after every month since last year lepas kena remove her breast tumor.. as she's suffering of breast cancer... pity her but i know my sis kuat.. although sometimes i know deep down inside she cry.. so after all the kimotheraphy and radiotheraphy kenalah go thorough check up sbb worry that the cell akan tumbuh blk.. nauzubillah... so then lepaking with my sis in law merangkap my best friend....(thank you for everything knie) and my 2 nieces.. firaz n aina... then rasa happy finnaly yeh (nama gelaran for firaz) has changed a lot.. alhamdulilah.. aunty proud of  you sayang.. nampak dia dah matured sikit .. yeh pastikan kotakan janji yeh k.. aunty love you so much.. future yeh masih jauh.. and yeh boleh corakkan and tentukan masa depan ... aunty tau yeh boleh berubah lebih baik... past is past.. and aunty tau mama yeh sentiasa doakan yg terbaik for anak2 dia..oklah mata dah mengantuk nie.. time for beddozzin.... actually wanna share with you all about yesterday event ( keje tau semalam & sgtlah penat) 

but i guess tomorrow la kot or later sbb cam penat jer 

see ya.. hmm last but not least.. 

Dear Incek Zombie,

Naper sepi tanpa berita as i've try to call yr off n hp there's no answer.. after the conversation last week hmm did i did anything wrong? hmm i did say ok before hang up after you said that you will call me later when u ask about the interview i email to your regarding that hmm did you check your gmail??...(huh that time my 2 bosses in front of me..hmm kaco jer n my ex-boss was there too...nice meeting you tan sri simon..) sideline lagi ker..

 i know you're in that situation but mengapa sepi tanpa berita? 

hope you're doing well.. 

btwn this is my blog i can write or express anything that i want...u jgn risau k.. malas nk pikir org nk ckp apa as 

I am what I am what I say 

and 

what I feel because those who mind don't matter and those who matter don't mind.. 

betul tk Incek Zombie???

 If org lain nk baca apa saya tulis bacalah nk fikir apa fikirlah.. 

like do i care ???

So if you happen to read this.. call me ok.. just worry about you 

hope you're doing fine.. as lama tk jumpa

tk mo stress2x ok Chill ok.and miss you..

...take care...

XOXO

Misz Waniez

*huhu jealous ok sbb selangor cuti and my hsmate pun cuti.. but saya kena gi keje uwaaaaa"

malas nyer nk keje tomorrow...:((

Oh My Pradaaaaaaaaa camner leh lupa nie...

Morninkkkk peeps.. 

Before i start my work hmm today ada commission mtg laterla breakfast... sorry pei can't join you for breakfast today nmpk muka u memujuk i for breakfast masa kt lift tadi tk boleh sbb nanti all my bosses sampai n mtg jap lagi diorg akan cari PA dia... then one of my boss the minutes of meeting still dgn i... and ada benda kena discuss with Datuk... huh byk benda and yg plg penting keterlupaan ku membawa pulang keje... paper for Mr. D....gulp oh my gucci ...although event tu this thursday but still kena buat betul2 n dah la byk terms2 on act itu ini law terms so tk boleh pakai redah buat jer... k so nak buat la nie... no wonder la masa kt umah semalam keep wondering apa benda yg aku lupa nie...

Ok so tadi on my way to off jumpa lagi pakcik istimewa tu (he's blind) dapatlah sembang ngan dia kali ni pity him now kena naik 2 trains ulang alik dengan condition dia camnie.. kesian dia ckp "susah pakcik nak ulang alik tambah bila nak lintas jalan" hmm kesian kt pakcik nie.. dah tu mmg mencabar kesabaran aku bila ada manusia yg sgt kurang ajar.. perempuan pulak tuh.. alih2 kitaorg dekat eskalator kt masjid jamek stat.. ada one lady yg so rude no manners betul.. boleh cam membebel kt pakcik tu konon pakcik tu blocking dia siap mulut dok isyh3x ... dah tu boleh plak ckp "pakcik halang halang jalan saya, dah lambat nie tepi sikit siap tolak that pakcik...." oho this is bloody too much and muka that pakcik tu mcm serba salah.. sah2 ko nampak pakcik tu pegang tongkat kan.. akai ada ka?? umur dah separuh abad kan ..so aku pun apalagi.. "excuse makcik, pakcik nie tak nampak.. makcik boleh cakap elok2 dan tak payah tolak dia..prihatin sikit boleh.. kalau kita kat tempat dia mcmmana?..(rasanya my voice tone tklah tinggi) .. but this makcik.. boleh plak ckp "awak nie sapa, jgn sibuk hal org"?  so amek kaw... "saya nie mmg tkder kena mengena dgn pakcik nie tapi kita sesama islam kan.. saya kenal pakcik nie jadi bukan saya nak masuk campur tapi saya rasa makcik nie agak melampau." ....pakcik tu siap cakap sudahlah nak.. so saya cakap mana boleh hak pakcik kan jangan biar orang buli pakcik sebab keadaan pakcik.. (human rights for all)  and one of the chinese lady.. pun masuk campur.. "u kena prihatin jangan jadi kurang ajar tak kira siapapun..." hah terkelat2 muka makcik tuh.. alih2x dia bengang siap bagi pandangan cam nk telan aku and that chinese lady tu jer.. sure dia rasa nak bagi penampar kat aku kan.. but i just done my part .. as human being susah sgt ker korang nk respect org .. ckp elok2 ngan org.. sorry la kebanyakan bangsa kita macam tu kan.. bila org ckp org melayu itu ini..marah so ubahla sikap anda ok...so barulah kena dgn slogan

  "BUDI BAHASA BUDAYA KITA"

XOXO

Ms Waniez

Oh no dun like bila dah start coughing nie .. tk mo tk mo ....

and I've got to go now as i need to finish my pending workkk..

see ya...