VICTORY!!! Allah listen to our prayers..

Hi peeps.. salam hari jumaat.. suppose update smlm blog nie but cam penat sgt.. I love friday.. everybody love friday.. so entry blog title aku 'VICTORY' so semua org like curios giler kan.. smpi my fren n nephew siap tanya 

WHY WHY WHY

it's not i'm winning apa2 pun just actually i've been waiting this for so long n i know allah knows the best n listen to my n others prayers..sbb wanna know ker korang?? hmm actually yesterday someone resign n that someone since 2002 tahap kedengkian tahap kejahatan subhanallah.. mcm2 cara dia buat dekat aku tk perlulah aku citer apa dia subhanallah let just me myself n some ppl jer yg tahu how evil n cruel makhluk itu.. smpi melibatkan maruah dan macam2lah.. it's not just me yg rasa nk jerit victory3x but i think most of my colleague will agree with me kan korang...

Hari2 mendatang tanpa makhluk itu ya allah serious peacefull giler..if korang at my shoes then u will know.. 

ok now citer about one of my boss plak Datuk suruh deal ngan driver yg kerek itu suruh ckp dia ada calon lain huish masak dah la driver tu tau my name and dah call  a few times.. hmm then Datuk suruh deal dgn one chinese man nego dgn dia seems Datuk terlanggar kete that chinese man.. 

That chinese man tk nk tolak ansur susah juga la aku cuba kaw tim ..dia nk Datuk settle semua hmm RM1200 babe

Datuk cakap langgar BMW 7 series okay tp bukan salah Datuk hmm my boss nie jenis tak suka panjang2kan citer.. phew ..

then i convey la the message to Datuk and last2 dia cakap kesian kt u Zety.. i bayar jerlah nak buat camner..

So today ada potluck kt opiss.. so everybody kena bawa dish masing2..

And i bawa daging sambal berempah resepi turun temurun my late mama .. Adik sayang mama sgt2 miss u so so much...sob sob sob.. inipun my sis perturunkan dgn aku yelah my mom pass away masa i was 13 years old masa tu budak manja nie tk pandai buat apa pun sbb mama dia yg buat semua untuk dia huhu.. 

masa mama masih ada dulu semua dia siapkan utk anak manja dia nie.. dia tk bagi aku buat apa pun mcm princess la kiranya spoil kan yg paling best bila nk gi skool dia sikat letak baby oil kt my hair and ikat my hair and hugg me and kiss me and suap makan dgn tgn dia.. how i miss that moment sgt3x.. And mama very soft spoken , penyayang, sporting, cantik sangat.. to many words utk describe my mum.. one last word yg still aku ingat masa dia nazak dulu.. "mcm manalah nanti adik n boy bila ma tkder, ma risau" huhu sedih sedih sgt..tp yg pasti bila ada masa2 i'm down sgt mesti mimpi mama n abah dtg hugg n kiss me.. kdg2 rasa lucky gak sbb dlm family only me yg mimpi camtu.. masa tu rasa mcm tk nk lepas diorang pegi mcm nak ikut jer diorang..

 I love them so so much until my last breath..

So kak eza call tadi ajak lunch today aisey camner ekk kan ada jamuan kt opis .. dia nk juga jumpa aku dia ckp miss me n teman dia cari barang.. hmm camtu kena cepat2 mkn n then meet my sis la kesian plak kt dia.. k la jumaat rehat smpi 2.45 smpt la jumpa dia

ok kena back to work.. till then see ya..love uollls.. mmuahkkss

XOXO

Misz Waniez..

salam uolsss

hi peeps.. 

mlm tadi blk quite late after finish my work lepak with my colleague yg still stayback kt opis all the bujangansss..and dpt good news intan nk bertunang with bf dia si acap.. congrat intan finnaly kan we're happy for you..then bla bla bla psl itu ini psl off.. blk semua ikut arah msg2 n hmm dah mlm berani kot nk walk to the station ery offer utk teman then ok Baqi pun using the same way so we walk together and have talk.. malu2 betul la mamat nie ckp tk berani tgk .. common kena berani la sikit baqi camner la nk tackle awek mamat nie kena ada beran sikit bro.. k la after that blk umah gila main game sim social kt fb haha amek ko kul 4 tido elokla hsmate yg lain pun dok lyn surfing la fb la twitter la chatting la last2 sedar aku sorang2 jer yg tk tido lagi so.. amik my black shirt n skirt ion n my shawl so pagi tkderlah kelam kabut sgt kan.. keje makin ada ... and yg pasti pegi keje today naik cab sbb org tuh ada kt stat area my hse.. k la almost lunch nk ready for farewell lunch si eda n jas.. till then.. enjoy yr lunch k...:)

XOXO

Ms Waniez

saya sgt bosan.. klu saya posting kt luar malaysia .. thinking off hmm

Ada tkder sama jer.. tahap kebosanan yg melampau .. routine work. routine life.. so misz waniez ada rasa nk gi mana-mana or big change in your life? your career?? the decision is in my hand kan kan kan.. naper tah mood lately sgtlah bosan tahap gaban.. kertas-kertas di tanganku hmm akan ku consider jawapannnya... just waitttttttttttt....!!!! missing someone like helll...cut this crap perlukah dia muncul tadi?? undeniable feelings yucksss..dgn scarry morninkkk and now kepala pusing task yg ada tk abis.. kena buat agreement pulak wtf.......... ada org keje senang jer.. and my boss nie tk nak blk lagi ker?? dah 7.30 pm.. keje mmg tk pernah abis .. and now what bundle of document missing mana nk cari sbb i dun have the copy.. btwn this is my blog suka tk suka korang baca suka hati la nk jot down apa jer kt sini.. sbb saya hanya manusia biasa.. saya juga ada buat silap saya juga ada perasaan saya juga berhak bersuara saya juga berhak utk happy saya juga berhak utk rehat saya juga berhak untukkkkk??????ok boss saya mau pulang.. pending pun pending la esok masih ada.. lgpun baru siap then dtg lagi.. itu namanya routine keje kan kan kan.. i wanna go home .........!!!!I don't wanna start anything that isn't my intention at all.. I just want to speak up to breath in and out  as i need a space on my own..I've said this in the past and I'm gonna say it again and again. 

XOXO

Ms Waniez 

Kisah scary the merryyy di pagi hariiiiiiiii

Scared to death that's the word... 

WHY?

sebab dlm rushing to my off.. diekori oleh seorang mamat niger yg sgtlah tinggi dan menakutkan.. at first tk perasan but bila dah tetiba masa nk get into tren dia pun cam sibuk jugak masuk tp just selamba diri next to me gila ker apa ker.. so tetiba tren stop to each stat like 15 minutes hmm and someone offer me to sit ..tq .. but yg peliknya mamat niger tu pun sibuk juga berdiri next to where i'm sitting and like sengaja langgar my kaki n berapa kali my bun (sanggul kepala) kena tangan dia.. so i just like look at him dgn pandangan tak suka.. dia still buat selamba.. bengangnya bila la plak nk smpi masjid jamek nie.. then once reach to masjid jamek stat i quickly walk away and that stupido mamat niger ikut dari belakang and call me like excuse me i think i've seen u before but can't remember your name... sah memang phsycho.. then aku jawab NOOOOOOOOOOO.. he just follow me until we're in the same level at the escalator and he is so dekat and  asking me that he wanted to go to PWTC and ask me direction without looking at him and just walk away i just tell him u can take lrt or ask from the counter and quickly walk away from him cam tk cukup tanah la aku jalan just to get rid of him.. the out of sudden someone grab my hand and i was shocked..and its yana my junior at uitm manjung.. she seems to be happy to see me but telling me that are you ok then i'm telling her that i was so takut and cuak coz someone following me.. she notice and ask me to just dial someone in case of anything so after we exchange our no i cross the road and OMG he's still there and telling me "shall we go now" without looking at him (in my heart like zikir byk2 n pray for my safety u know la nowadays dunia, malaysia dah tak selamat anything can happen.. rakyat n masyarakat bukan prihatin pun) so i quickly dial ain's no but she didn't pick up the call maybe she's not at her place hmm then oh ok k.nie.. i just ring her and she call me back and tq sis for temaninggg me on the phone just to make sure that' i'm ok .. i know she's a bit worry but i just be calm (dlm hati tuhan jer tahu) i just hate when that mamat niger next to me and so dekat and start whispering me like u smell good u this la u that la.. tak ker scarry nk mampus.. i bet klu korang kt at my place sure cuak jugak..but am seriously starting to lose my patience !! What am i supposed to do to ignore his shitty attitude then i quickly keluar jer from stat without looking back coz i know he's behind following me i just walk while talking on the phone with my SIL and just cross the road wlupn in a few second  lampu akan hijau and segala macam kenderaan akan jalan .. but alhamdulilah i manage to cross the road selamat jugak or if i just wait then he'll be stand next to me again and will know where do i work.. nauzubillah.. i don't dare to look back and just jln mcm motorboat to my off.. and now what nk msuk lift there's another pakcik gatal ya amat gatal so annoying and tk boleh blah ada 3 org and mcm nk kiss me .. yucksss another stupido satu2x ... bengang la i just can't stand with "Lelaki 2 gatal n miang" .. 

So looks like tomorrow kenalah tukar time pegi keje sbb risau dia akan ada lagi.. or best alternatif naik cab klu lebih selamat kan .. 

so till now as i kena handle interview personal driver for my boss apa bendalah nak tanya nie??.. hmm kerek jugakla mamat nie mata pun meliar jer pandang cam nk mkn jer but my Datuk too kind terus terima hmm kena wat agreement plak n kaji skim gaji dia.. 

XOXO ..

Ms Waniez

within 2 days.. within a day.. ***sigh**

Eventhough i have a lots of works to settle by today n by end of the week.. my otak my energy masih tak tarak mau jalan ok.. i hate monday.. tak tercapai dek akal ku.. n believe it or not as for today jer kebosanan tahap dewa mahaguru 2 entry dah aku memblogging tanpa rasa bersalah sbb keje ku pending serabut la nk pikir n cari solution.. boleh tak nk just que sera sera haha sudah pasti tk boleh .. k dah buat dah bukan tinggal terus.. i just need mood keje n idea utk abiskan all this.. U GO GIRL!!!!! haruslah go ke tk go haruslah disettle kan jua........... oklah at last my brain started to think about the work ... idea...selepas mood malas hilang sedikit demi sedikit.. Misz Waniez back on track  :)  One almost done 2 more to go.. Aja2x fighting kan like korean selalu ckp...Oh yup anybody nk jadi personal drive to my DATUK.. as he desperately need the driver in within 2 days.... haha masaklah nk cari dlm masa 2 hari.. Datuk siap buat diskusi dgn diriku hampir 1 jam tk puas hati his driver berhenti macam tu dahlah tk ckp dekat dia ckp kt maid dia bengang betul la my boss tuh.. and that driver pun satu bgla tau dahlah datuk tu provide umah utk dia n in law tinggal lagi and OT pun byk gak babe.. So far for me tk lah byk kerenah sgt my boss cuma jadual dia yg busy kesana sini kan tk tentu masa....just one thing la sometime ada org yg tk bersyukur kan k la yg kena tapis will be me haha.. so war war kan yer kengkawan... Insyallah i'll be able to finish up all my pending work....*^SMILE^* sambil minum my yogurt drink as my perut kinda bloated la today .. gastrik kot..

So alright uolss will update soon..see you around.......^_____^

XOXO 

Ms. Waniez

MISSING SOMEONE IN PARTICULAR??..

Sometimes we're just missing someone who we comfortably talk with..Someone who is always there when you need them..No matter what situation you encounter...Good or Bad..Happy or Sad..Furious or in your state of joy..

Someone who understands you more than you understand yourself...It can either be your best mate or just your normal circle of friends or a person who you really trust even an unknown person can be one of them..

That person would never argue, comment or even give any advice to you..He/She would just listen to you no matter how long you nag...He/She would just sit, look and listen to you...

When you are in your mood to spill out your inner feelings, he/she would always sacrifice his/her time and ear for you...You can cry, laugh, express your angry-ness, excitement and even show the truth about who you are in front of that person and he/she still accepts YOU!!...

Isn't it good to have someone who is always beside you??..

I'm not talking about boyfriend or your girlfriend...I'm referring to any general person who you consider as a 'good listener' because right now, I am in the situation of missing someone who used to be a good listener but now, that person just disappear and vanish into thin air...The same as clouds disappearing from your view..The second time you stare at the the sky, no new clouds is similar to the previous clouds that you have seen earlier..

To gee, pei & natt just missing u babe.. mmuahkss..

And to.. Mr Smith a.k.a zombieee hmm just sorry k for just now.. it's just a small matter anyway rite..

XOXO

Ms Waniez......

My weekend...

Assalamualaikum semua... mmuahkksss.. haha smooching3x dulu .. ngeee.. k just hang out with my SIL n niece..girls just wanna have fun n looks like my SIL tersgt la boring so we hang out do all the girl thing girl talk girl stuff .. and at the same time we're thinking of buying mat polkadot hmm lupa plak nama tuh. yg got no n whoever baling dadu then kena step to that no haha tkder keje kan but tk jumpa... so then just pop up dari my mulut hah jom kita wat origami nak for killing time.. jumpalah menatang origami set tuh.. so kira berkobar2 la nk buat.. reminds me of citer GOL & GINCU the series just love that movie n tv series so so much.. ada satu scene when putri (fazura) n reza (pierre) at the roof top umah putri... reza siap beli set origami make of his own and every single of origami paper ada all about his secret to reveal kt putri haha how sweet kan.. and putri so touch giler and almost cry sbb reza suruh buka one by one and telling putri that there's no more secret to hide from her.. but situation mcm tu dream on la nama pun movie...just like in a song by taylor swift "LOVE STORY" yg sdg berkumandang kt dlm my mp3 nie..so in our case tkder la smpi camtu hehe just for fun jer n menguji tahap kesabaran n minda we all.. let me brief a bit on origami thing  "Origami (折り紙^?, from ori meaning "folding", and kami meaning "paper"; kami changes to gami due to rendaku) is the traditionalJapanese art of paper folding, which started in the 17th century AD at the latest and was popularized outside Japan in the mid-1900s" ... so masa tgh buat tu my little boyfriend aka my nephew baby amar cakap " aunty buat jet ker?"  then i jawab "no la baby aunty tgh buat origami papercraft skrg nk buat lady bug ..." "baby tension la tengok aunty buat dari tadi aunty boleh buat transformer tak?'  then me " GULpppppppppp baby nie biar betul mana boleh buat transformer pakai paper nie susah tahap gaban la baby hehe...( dlm hati nk buat lady bug nie pun cam susah jer but u know me akan kupastikan jadi hehe) so tadaaa berjaya la jadi origami calista, lady bug and grasshopper pic nk upload tk jumpa plak usb port... my SIL buat separuh dah tk sanggup dia kata "dik susah giler tension knie ini boleh mendatangkan marah nie hehe camner la adik leh buat.." ... then time to blk my apt so i need to pack my things.. just a bit la to share with you perasan tak korang nowadays youngster too vocal and daring giler.. haha not like our time takut2 respect still ada .. although aku still single no kids but still surrounding by my nephews nieces yg like my own child.. n their friends anak2 my friends.. takut n can't imagine la one day bila ada on my own boleh handle ker boleh jadi good mummy ker to my kids?? yg kelakar pun ada bila umur belasan2 tahun dah ber mama, papa, ayah, ibu, rasanya trend budak2 skrg bahasakan diri bila tgh in love kot haha common on la..  time change kan.. but to budak2 nie esp to all my nephews nieces ingat biar seiring dgn study jgn hanyut jer pelajaran tu penting...... aunty sporting 2x jugak but to certain case n situation i'm strict ...so faham2la klu aunty diam jer ok.. pepagi nie mood nyaris spoilt dek kena bambooo lg with email , msg n call from my lady boss.. well today is monday and i hate monday so i'm not gonna spoil my mood my day sbb impact hari monday akan berlarutan smpi sunday so just to be calm and steady (dlm hati bengang juga ingat aku ni punching bag ker) ... hmm my phone is ringing one of my boss meaning Datuk is in the off..time to report duty i mean utk brief him his schedule for today n this whole week..apa plak la dia nk ckp on me today as dia sgt observe on me esp on my attire haha.. today i'm wearing purple...so till then ... mmuahkkksss3x... 

XOXO

Ms Waniez....

ADA APA DGN 22 SEPTEMBER????

Pejam celik pejam celik tanggal 22 September muncul lagi mendung kan harini.. sayu hmm tarikh yg tak pernah lupa.. whats wrong with my mood nie..Happy Bday to..... to whom whateverlah.. life must goes on..true enuff..ahhhh stop the crap la ..so knap dah back to off klu dia tkder sunyi sepi off nie.. and so sweet of u ema bg conflakes cookies kt akak.. terharu tau wlu ct ngan ain yg mkn hehe haha help yourself ...hmm scents of aromatherapy teddy tales sgt soothing inside my room.. baru la best nk wat keje yg pending yg kena siapkan jugak.. hmm kena call n email izah on the quotation nie put that in my note sblm lupa.. karang dpt lg email2 chenta dr boss huh.. kesian cik olen, linya, apit , lau, fendi, kasut bata, syafiq, matt yg sdg sakit2 n cam nk pengsan berNI di swak.. masa chatt ngan linya smlm siap ada luahan perasaan diorang sabar jerlah korang itu yg aku boleh ckp n i can feel u babe.. berat mata memandang berat lagi bahu memikul..korang take care kt sana nnti dah abis NI amiklah cuti lama2x cover blk..zaihan drop by at my place bg document and ckp best giler la bilik akak happening n soothing sgt.. haha tq dear feel free to come at anytime ..my sis call me asking how am i today.. dia ckp from my sound cam tk happy jer .. i ckp no lah tgh wat keje i'm ok n will be ok 'sigh'  sbb today la nie.. adik tk perlu ingat tarikh nie dik.. let it be.. whylah today cam touching n sentimental sikit ... adik deserve to be happy after what u've gone tru.. i'm allways be with you.. past is past yup sis true enuff.. i'm ok dah nie why should i spoilt my mood today kan kan kan... kerja 2 dimeja sdg tersenyum menunggu utk disiapkan haha sekali pandang cam task2 itu beratur ikut giliran utk dihabiskan... Ok Mr Smith i've receive yr mail hmm quite impress haha jgn senyum lebey2 dpn pc tu hehe but hope today it will be fun .. tetiba rindu kt my akak gee sure dia risau dah nearly 2 weeks tk call dia ok will call her jap lagi selalu hari2 call dia sbb sibuk la lately nie.. bila la my bff nie blk today ker tomorrow pei miss u already la babe.. can't wait for another babe blk end of the month gee back for good kan.. i'm happy for you babe nmpk happy giler kan ko skrg.. i pray for your happiness with mike.. he's nice man.. wah siap travel all over places lagi babe..almaklumlah gee kan tgh love is in the air ngee.. enjoice ya.. jgn lupa souvenir kt aku kwn baik ko nie n pei.. missing natalie too.. how are u dear kt sana.. dah jumpa yr mr right ker kt sydney??? i pun nk tau nanti courier kt i kat sini LOL.. tq to ain yer for making my day today n treat me for breakfast tadi.. cayang kt ain sgt2x...ingat u deserve to be happy too.. tq for always be there for me.. ^___^ k back to work la..

XOXO

Misz Waniez

AbOuT mY wOrK....oKiE dOkIe....I'm All oUt AloNe ToDaY..

Howdy yo peeps,

Hmm sunyi sepi harinie.. keje melambak ct pulak kena cover tpt sue kt level bwh so, ain kena gi putrajaya, knap on mc, boss just sorang jer masuk, IT dpt semua takder.. one complainant dtg hmm membebel2x want to meet our chairman dah ckp he's away in swak tk fahm.. then complaining this n that n telling me that his case is very special case nobody can handle bla bla bla.. so what i can do seems i'm rushing for other work n hunting for our despatch boy to do urgent task .. "Excuse me mr let me bring u direct to the CIWG dept rather than wait for them to come down and u may lodge your complaints to them...." , that old chinese man ask me what is CIWG? "CIWG stand for Complaints, Investigation Working Group and they're handling all the complaints".   "How long have been working here?" hmm byk plk la dia tanya " Almost 12 1/2 years mr."  "How come i don't see you before at yr old off building".  "Because I'm not in the CIWG working group n i'm at different level  mr." "What is CIWG what is working group" Adess kena terang plak satu2 dept..  "U dun be afraid i won't harm you..cuak la uncle isyhhhh dahla aku sorang kt depan " U know arr miss ( dah melalut dah dia dahlah aku byk keje adussss) then bila bawa dia jumpa ekin... "dia kata tk nk jumpa officer nk jumpa commissioner jer, camner kak?" "Isyhhh oklah then i'll check with Mr. S dulu then i will call u blk"...so turun blk at my level "Boss ada complainant nk jumpa commissioner jugak sbb tk lodge special case kt officer"? "Oklah i naik atas jumpa dia" nasib la mood boss baik harinie klu tk lg pening kepala aku.. mcm2lah this uncle.. mcm2 jenis complainant dtg kena la lyn n sabar.. ada yg datang maki2x  marah, ada yg cam kurang betul mcm2lah plg tension bila time kita tgh sibuk n sorang2 kt level .. risky la jugak ...ok apapun  i'm done with my report 2 in 1 keje yg lain akan cuba disettlekan.. as a PA and also secretariat for IPRC (Indigeneous People Rights Committee). Hmm quite interesting but penat la sbb in our committee chaired by one of my lady boss and wan and me (merangkap 2 keje huhu) last time kena buat CPR (Civil Political Rights) .. k la a new thing this committee started last year last with kak syahirah the she left leave me all alone kena cover all the work seems masa tu there's no officer me sorang2x masak masak masak... plg tk boleh ingat kena buat decision by my own silap haribulan the blame will be put on me.. pucuk dicita ulam mendatang mmg kena la jugak phewwww..so pandai2la.. kena marah jgn ckplah kena reject paper jgn ckplah stress tahap dewa dah tu mmg dah jadi ala naruto ekor sembilan ok.. mmg burden giler la masa tu but after officer baru cik olen masuk at least a bit of relief la sgt sgt bolehla handover keje kt dia but still lack of staff la.. during our last meeting last month looks like there are suggestion on transforming IPRC committee to a new committee Vulnerable Groups which means bertambah2lah keje2 utk keje2 yg sewaktu dgnnya which also means kena cover on issue of woman , children, OKU, Minority...hoho biar betul do they know that IPRC lack of staff n officers sikit lagi pulak boleh jadi cam transformers gulppppp.. what about other working group?? boss tanya on our opinion on this matter so our answer and advise my boss to better think about it before make any decision or wait for SHM next annual meeting to define committee jurisdiction as for now we're too busy with the prog before year ended this year.. tk terkejar.. there will be another forum on IP probably working together with KOMAS somewhere in oct and also with request from JKOASM to join them for Forum Persidangan Orang Asal then November plak Forum Education for IP ... budget leftover alahai tk taulah mana nk adjust.. hope miracle muncul ting ting ting!!!...apapun still awaiting reply from boss n some ppl of all the prog.. check list already in my mind organiser dan notebook saya dah cam caca marba mana idaknyer i scribble all over the ruang dlm organizer n notebook jgn nanti my own handwriting tk boleh baca sudah yer ...at least which ever yg dah ok can be proceed i just don't like keje2 last minute.. sbb menyusahkan ok tak mo tak mo tak mo camtu haishhh..my commitee punya task nak tau what we do......to cover issues pertaining indigenous legal system, indigenous people education, economy and health as the are the most important areas which need to be addressed urgently in order to promote and protect the indigenous peoples right....quite challenging la jugak.. last puasa me and cik olen kena cover for program perayaan orang asal and forum ekonomi orang asal di sabah for 5 days cuaca sgtlah panas almaklumlah sgt la sensitif cuaca panas btwn tq to SHM sabah branch esp bro pyan sudi jadi chauffeur kitaorang n org kuat la masa tu sambil layan kerenah 2 minah sengal nie hehe cayalah bro pyan mmg ptt dpt award anugerah pekerja cemerlang tahun lepas congrattt, dugaan puasa babe dahaga penat jgn ckplah lain macam panas kt sabah cam dlm oven jer but me and cik olen bertahan la utk prog nie .. so can see 3 etnik bergabung OA from sarawak, sabah n orang asli semenanjung... interesting.. mostly kes diorang byk on land matter.. rampas tanah hak milik .. masalah k/p.. kemudahan sekolah.. mcm2 lah.. hmm just wanna share with you all on my task of work.. because sharing is caring hahaha:^___^ so to cik olen, kasut bata, apit, linya, tun mat,  n team shm yg sdg bekerja keras NI swak sabar jerla yer uolss wlu dlm hati korang cam nk bertukar jadi hulk hehe.. i feel uolll ngeeee..


XOXO


Misz Waniez 

My dear frenz you guys can count on me...mmuahkks

Count On Me (Bruno Mars)

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea
I'll sail the world to find you
If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see
I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

If you toss and you turn and you just can't fall asleep
I'll sing a song beside you
And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me
Everyday I will remind you

Find out what we're made of
What we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh, yeah, yeah

You'll always have my shoulder when you cry
I'll never let go, never say goodbye

You can count on me like one, two, three
I'll be there and I know when I need it
I can count on you like four, three, two
And you'll be there 'cause that's what friends
Are supposed to do, oh yeah, ooh, ooh

You can count on me 'cause I can count on you




Just kinda like the song n lyrics lotz n lotz ... so dear my buddy2 frenz, my bff...nephews .. nieces.. you can count on me bcoz i can count on you..mmuahkkss..

 Especially dedicated to all of my nephews .. nieces...sis anibella, sis gee, sis eza, sis lia, my dearest family.. pei hsi, shazeera, natalie, ain, ct, fiza, ita, alyn, yanty, mummy nap, mummy cemah, reena brochiee, tq for always being there for me no matter what .. tq for being a good listener for the huggs :) tq for everything and anything.. u have my shoulder to cry on and u can always count on me ...

*-XOXO-*

mmuahkkss

Ms Waniez ^___^

I just hmm what am i doing..thinking.. que sera sera..

-Bimbang- (by melly goeslaw)


Pertama kali aku tergugah
Dalam setiap kata yang kau ucap
Bila malam tlah datang
Terkadang ingin ku tulis semua perasaan

Kata orang rindu itu indah
Namun bagiku ini menyiksa
Sejenak ku fikirkan untuk ku benci saja dirimu
Namun sulit ku membenci

Pejamkan mata bila kuingin bernafas lega
Dalam anganku aku berada disatu 
persimpangan jalan yang sulit kupilih

Ku peluk semua indah hidupku
Hikmah yang ku rasa sangat tulus
Ada dan tiada cinta bagiku tak mengapa 
Namun ada yang hilang separuh
Diriku ...........


what am i doing and what am i thinking.. am i doing the right thing.. let it be que sera sera what ever will be will be but what if n how if hmmmm i just don't know just like the lyrics it tells my trembling heart that deep inside me.. bermacam perasaan ada sedey, happy, rindu, sayang, benci, fedup, pening, kosong, sesak, all kinda of feelings mix up my mind  now i just don't know only allah knows what's inside me.. just feel like running away far far away to where a place that nobody knows me the place where i can find peacefull of mind the place without any fools around me the place that i can find my own happiness, my true love, the place where i can dance with the music all day long with the sound of bird chirping..sound of waterfall flowing.. the place i can breathe the place where i can dream on and on ......Here I am and I'm  not really there, smiling faces ever so rare, lets walk in deepest  space just feel like living here just isn't the place and when i cry there isn't a sound and all my feelings cannot be held.....

so till then..




xoxo


ms waniez.......

lamanya tk menghapdet blogku ini kan kan kan..

Assalamualaikum uolss..

Lama kan tk update aper aper kt sini kan kan kan.. cer citer cer citer apa yg  lately berlaku sewaktu pertapaan aku dari blog ini.. jeng jeng jeng wanna know.. nothing much just busy with my routine off work n also due to my health n off.. u know it takes time for me to fully recover ..recover from what recover from my sickness, and everything la yg burden n upset me as i always said fools around me..time will heal me n i have faith on allah .. of course allah knows the best... just glad day by day without fail i pray from allah to give me strength, happiness that i've always looking for, give me true love, ease my pain my mind, give me peacefull of mind, good health, protect me from anything n everything.. blessing me .. and i think allah listen to my prayers hw greatfull i am .. i can feel the peacefull of mind day by day.. insyaallah.. tq allah..

I think it's still not too late for me to wish of my dear family, nephews, nieces, bff and my lovely frenz selamat hari raya aidilfitri and maaf zahir dan batin from any wrong doings ... about my raya hmm is not like i expected and wish for this raya 2011 .. my tears drop and upset me during this hari raya.. hard to tell .. and my heart hurts truly, deeply do.. susah kan bila among our siblings ada yg tk puas hati.. arrghhh just want to get over it.. dun ever want to think about it.. sedey sgt.. abah .. mama .. adik rindu sgt .. adik lonely sgt.. sob sob sob... hmm btwn bila nk buat check up with the pakar nie adv by dr sbb my pain during period time n gastric dah too serious.. but i hope that everything will be ok.. will find time to fix the appointment with the dr n also to heal my unseen sickness hmmm.. rambut sama hitam kan manusia hati lain2...

hmm ujan kt luar tgh tggu reda sikit so that i can balik.. and rest kt home sweet home.. knap pun lepak at my place while waiting for the rain to stop.. so do ain.. selamat berbuka puasa ain...mmuahks sayang uols sgt.. lunch tadi ngan knap. fiza n ct we have fun gelak gelak .. esp bab about tettttttttt.. LOL..aisey my boss ada sini so gotta stop now ..



-XOXO-

mmuahkkkssss...